
mytrauma. - mc wave lyrics
[verse 1]
i know all about pleasure but my n*gga i swear all i preach about is pain
and their passive aggressive demeanor that they send off is a reminder of all the sh*t i sustain
can’t believe that this b*tch thinks this world seems so sweeter cause in my eyes the family i was brought in acts so bitter bro it was just sh*t in the drain
what the f*ck did i do for everyone to be a d*ckhead but every year i get older the found messages lead makes evеrything clear in the frame
it’s a shamе cause i was just a young child wit guilt trips and confusion saying that i should be dead
now i’m feeling the dread all in this world cause i know what the business is and all of the sh*tiness that all of these manchurians bring
[refrain]
wanna unpack all that trauma out the backpack?
but don’t wanna be the one to put it back, hah
remember when i met that chick who lived back in flagstaff
thinking about the sh*t i did to sabotage that, hah
everybody wanna be apart of the humiliation laugh, hah
everybody doin sh*t with a bad fad okay let’s bring out masks, ah
like i said you really wanna unpack all that trauma but you don’t wanna be the one to put it back hah
[chorus]
my god is reaching out to you
it’s been so hard to get your response
i know you’re hurt but you’ll understand
we’ll talk all day when i’m done
[verse 2]
abuse from all angles takes a toll on the mental
i’m getting every avenue of torment from schooling, the household also carries the bullies
resentment of mother that i do not want but choosing others over son hurts
well, it’s heartfelt pain that just smothers
they say i’m f*cked in the head, yeah that’s just the irony from our reflections of each other
all the embarrassments suffered i had to go through with no brother
i know constant wallowed pain sucks but after some time life’s l*st brutality wasn’t a tough nut pill to swallow
everyday was is the same old cycle, i know why patrick bateman did what he did in american psycho
from the moment they saw my high hopes, they wanted a fight show to put me on a tight rope
rubbing shoulders wit these demons, these jezebels feens b*tch won’t get my s*m*n
[refrain]
wanna unpack all that trauma out the backpack?
but don’t wanna be the one to put it back, hah
remember when i met that chick who lived back in flagstaff
thinking about the sh*t i did to sabotage that, hah
everybody wanna be apart of the humiliation laugh, hah
everybody doin sh*t with a bad fad okay let’s bring out masks, ah
like i said you really wanna unpack all that trauma but you don’t wanna be the one to put it back hah
[verse 3]
being raised in a single household wasn’t the motive but it was enough to keep my future focused
thoughts my ‘mothers would be sweet as lotus but all that constantly realized was abusive commotion
listen to my words sinner cause this is comin from my child inner i ain’t lying when i say i stay hoping for betterment living from this dammnation planet prison
i have no fear of leaving this world anymore and from that there my spirit has risen
i’ll make sure when i depart i’ll be lead to the dark cause that’s how i grew within my spark
i know the world is f*cked up and i can’t do nothing about it so i share what is taught and i say what i want wit this musical product
and now you wonder why i’m gonna stay alone
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