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stomach acid girl - mellow (illustrator) lyrics

i’ve been told many different times
that it’s not my fault that my mind is caught within a battle
but i believe that it’s just your fault
if you wanna say sorry you can do it at my funeral
dirty flaws taken to the grave
i must be broken not someone that can be saved
and i’m skipping medical appointments to hang out with friends
but i don’t want to strain myself again
delicate just like orchids in the lake
also quite strange, but you already knew that
if i’m forced to write a poem all about myself
you’d probably call me a selfish closed off little brat
i can’t help this silent craving
getting my daily dosе of happiness is great
but the only way i’vе learnt to feel is through misbehaving
i think i deserve compensation for what i’m braving

i’m worth saving
i don’t think you know how long i’ve been waiting
trying to connect with others
humans only have each other
f*ck that
fun fact: i don’t need to be babysat
first impressions, but i don’t care for that
i’m more than what you see clearly
even to myself i’m a mystery
trying to connect for hours
wi*fi down, destroy the router
f*ck this
f*ck that, i’m alone now
my selfishness always k!lls the cat
embarrassment wouldn’t leave my ego intact
so i have to pretend that it’s all an act
trying to connect with others
stop giving me the cold shoulder
f*ck you
f*ck that impulse controlling me
planning out the route and preparing my attack
everyone else lazes around
all they ever do is just sit back
ever since i was a kid
i always worked with utmost sk!ll
but i shouldn’t have to have had
i should have been enough for my mom and my dad
now i’m stuck infront of a screen
some people here truly are really mean

- mellow illustrator lyrics

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