i wont lie, i know its my fault - morgan bates lyrics

i think its time i quit asking me why
i sit and watch the ceiling in the night time
i dont have nothin left in me to fight
why do i always quit before i try

saying its over
i dont want to force the closure
i just want to free my shoulders
and i can’t lie, i let it take over
feeding into all the lies
with no compromise
and if it could be any different
reaching and creating distance
a victim to my own decisions
i know, but i can’t lie