recidivate - next attempt lyrics
you could say i don’t give a f*ck
as if my trials and fears
don’t have control over me
but you’re mistaken because i recidivate
and i know what you’re saying
but you’ve gotta believe
that the words i scream
have deeper meanings
‘cos i feel like i’m cornered
like walls are closing in
since i tend to always overthink everything
but i guess this is me
stuck here being myself
running blind trying to escape this h*ll
it’s the convulsion that comes
after affliction and
i’m trying to get better
but nothings working
i can’t seem to get out of my head
and if the drug doesn’t work
am i better off this way?
why would you want to sedate yourself?
i swear to god it’s a poison
to always feel this way
“once you know sadness you’ll appreciate being happy”
but that’s a load of sh*t
tell me, when have you thought?
“oh my god, what a great day to be alive”
when every moment always tends to get worse
from loving cheaters that destroy my self worth
and i don’t know about you
but i could use a break
maybe not permanent
but i’m down to try anything
it’s the convulsion the comes
after affliction and
i’m trying to get better
but nothings working
i can’t seem to get out of my head
and if the drug doesn’t work
am i better off this way
don’t lie and say that you care about me
you’ll say i’m losing my mind
yeah and i’m still losing sleep
i think it’s clear i’m not the healthiest i could be
you’ll say i’m losing my mind
yeah and i’m still losing sleep
i think it’s clear i’m not the healthiest i could be
it’s the convulsion that comes
after affliction and
i’m trying to get better
but nothings working
i can’t seem to get out of my head
and if the drug doesn’t work
am i better off this way
the existential crisis is what makes me sick
since i can’t seem to get a grip on reality
how do you cope and get through the day
because the drug didn’t work
was i meant to be this way?
i never said i was done with you yet
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