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harsh truth - nv14k lyrics

(verse 1: nv14k)
guess i’m back up on the drugs again
they don’t ever seem to understand
i ain’t wanna be this rapper with a bunch of fans
i’ve been getting off my face, i can barely stand
i was feeding all these c*nts till they bit my hand
brother they stabbed me in my back, know they had it planned
but it still cut me deep cause you was my fam
they all turned out like this, swear they never cared
i do whatever for the ones that i love
they never do the samе cause it’s f*cking me up
wonder why i еnd up breaking getting back on the drugs
and they’re so quick to judge this sh*t burning me up
guarantee when i’m dead they gonna see what i’ve done
only then give props telling people to love
i ain’t do that fake sh*t cause it’s harder to trust
when you come from a place full of needles and guns
yeah i been in the trap
i was 14 tryna be like my dad
now that i seen i can’t be like that rat
he a fiend for the crack that sh*t ate me
i helped all you, but i ain’t getting no help back
all that sh*t i gone through, i can’t tell them all that
i can’t even tell you how many nights in the trap
dealing with the junkies and running through all the cash
just f*cked up but that’s how we are
really been through it all, seen my battle scars
it’s my turn, and i said that sh*t coming fast
never thought that i would make it, thought i wouldn’t last
keep sitting and thinking back on the past
and wishing they gonna change when i know they aren’t
i tell them never listen, they gave me a cold heart
and i still miss them but they left me in the dark
(verse 2: nv14k)
tell me i should let go
you ain’t understanding me though
i ain’t never felt this low
and i know that it’s starting to show
need to find me a way i can cope
i just sit here and stare at the smoke
broken apart cause i feel like a ghost
i was just young how i do it on my own
i don’t know i’m all alone
they been getting jealous, gotta watch the ones close
bet they come back when they see i’m bout to blow
tell them suck my d*ck, they can have it when i go
do it for my kids, i’ll get rich for them both
do it for my girl, she been helping me grow
i was in a cell, she was there on the phone
she changed my life and i hope that she knows
i’m in my head, now they hear me talking but won’t listen till i’m dead
i’m coming for it all and i ain’t taking any less
it’s a cold world, they keep praying on my death
i’ve been so stressed, can’t stay sober again
all of this constant regret
i’ve been going hard and i swear i’m so close to the edge
hate that i’m stuck in my head i ain’t got nothing left
i need better for my daughter’s sake
but i’m caught on the drugs tryna sort the pain
i’ve been getting so high, i start to see their face
and i feel like my dad and that makes me break
the rest of my family just walked away
got pushed to the side, that sh*t made me change
and i hate that i keep on losing weight
and the drugs that i take get me through the day

- nv14k lyrics

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