
war with myself - officialdjaaron lyrics
[intro]
so much hate for myself, it’s unhealthy, i can’t look in mirrors, i hate it
i know that addiction was deep in my genes, the pain is too much, i can’t shake it
i can’t face it, run from my problems, and hope i escape it
got no one to blame but myself, i’m at war with myself with this h*ll i created
d*mn, i’m at war with myself, try medication, i hope that it’d help
or maybe, there’s nothing, and maybe, it’s hopeless, and maybe, i’m cursed with the cards i was dealt
i’m at war with myself, trapped in my mind, man, i torture myself
so many nights, i just lay there and cry; then i look to the sky, and ask why i’m dеstroying myself
[verse]
d*mn, i never rеally knew where to go
i never really knew why i’m always in a rut, but i’ve always heard ’em say that it’s the time when you grow
lately, i’ve been feelin’ like i’m dyin’, and i don’t wanna try, but i’m tryin’
’cause i don’t want ma to shed tears when i’m gone, so i’m tryna keep it going, tryna tell her i’m fine
but i’ve been drownin’ slow for a while now, i don’t even shed tears when i cry now
i don’t even see the point in me tryin’ now
know i made mistakes, i just wanna feel alright now
i just wanna feel* i wanna feel okay, maybe i’m a prisoner to the pain
or maybe, i’m ashamed that i complain, so i sit inside my room, i don’t care to explain, d*mn
[outro]
i wanna feel alright, maybe i ain’t made for this life
i try to keep it going, and fight, ’cause you gotta make it through all the darkness to shine, d*mn
i wanna feel alright, maybe i ain’t made for this life
i try to keep it going, and fight, ’cause you gotta make it through all the darkness to shine
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