spiderwebs - olivia penalva lyrics
verse
when i get lonely i get stupid
bottle my feelings then i use them
to get drunk
to get blurry
so i don’t miss the way you hurt me
when i get lonely i get angry
how’d i let somebody change me?
mess me up
call me crazy
making me love you ’til i hate me
chorus
it ain’t easy being honest with myself no not at all
all these lies i spin like spiderwebs i’m pinned against the wall
but the truth is i
lost my mind
change my hair
and i changed my size
so i could fit
into all your needs
i made you my identity
never thought loving you
meant losing me
verse
saying my friendships were unhealthy
till i had no one else to help me
cut me off
cut me open
so you could fix someone that’s broken
i was strong
you were weak
now you’re holding it against me
put you back
on your feet
fed your ego i went hungry
chorus
it ain’t easy being honest with myself no not at all
all these lies i spin like spiderwebs i’m pinned against the wall
but the truth is i
lost my mind
change my hair
and i changed my size
so i could fit
into all your needs
i made you my identity
never thought loving you
meant losing me
bridge
the truth is i
lost my mind
i miss my hair
and i miss my eyes
the way they were
before these tears
who am i without you here
chorus
it ain’t easy being honest with myself no not at all
all these lies i spin like spiderwebs i’m pinned against the wall
but the truth is i
lost my mind
change my hair
and i changed my size
so i could fit
into all your needs
i made you my identity
never thought loving you
meant losing me
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