paradox. - olvodex lyrics
[verse 1]
i want the truth but i’m scared to know
i want to stay but i’m ready to go
i say i’m fine with a straight*face smile
but my thoughts run wild every mile
i build a wall, then i ask for a door
i swear i’m done, then i want you more
every answer pulls me apart
two different voices in one same heart
[pre*chorus]
i chase the peace that i push away
i beg for night, then i pray for day
[chorus]
it’s a paradox living in my head
i’m holding on while i cut the thread
i want the light but i love the dark
i fall apart just to make a start
it’s a paradox, yeah it’s me instead
everything alive feels almost dead
[verse 2]
i trust too fast, then i doubt too much
i crave your voice but i fear your touch
i say “don’t leave,” then i close the gate
i fight the clock but i test my fate
i speak in truths that contradict
every promise feels counterfeit
i want control but i let it break
every choice feels like a mistake
[pre*chorus]
i stand my ground, then i run away
i mean my words but i never say
[chorus]
it’s a paradox living in my head
i’m holding on while i cut the thread
i want the light but i love the dark
i fall apart just to make a start
it’s a paradox, yeah it’s me instead
everything alive feels almost dead
[bridge]
maybe i’m more than the sides i choose
maybe i win even when i lose
if i’m divided, i’m still whole
every broken piece plays a role
[chorus]
it’s a paradox, i’m standing still
running uphill with an iron will
i want the truth but i hide my face
i need the fall just to know my place
[outro]
i don’t need fixing, i need to see
both sides exist inside of me
call it confusion, call it depth
this paradox is what i am left with
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