creation - paloe & maddave lyrics
{intro}
(yeah, yeah.)
(oh, oh, oh)
(oh, sodo)
{verse}
will i keep myself from reaching my potential? it’s hard to know
depends on the sh*t i put up or let down uh
freddy walked across the street, he did a pov
about the f*cked up life he lived so he could have some people see
they never saw
cause they thought he was weird
he comes passing me, he says”wassup” i say”h*llo
conversation flows
the next thing you know, i’m trying not to think that he’s a creep
then hе talks about his situations more deeply to me
then i feel bad for assuming othеrwise
but he’s not wise, he can’t keep a job
he lost all his family to familicide
then i tell him that”i’m sorry for your loss
and i try not to ask why to be respectful
then it ended there, he walked up to another woman having the same conversation he had with me
why the f*ck is that?
is that coincidence?
i try to ignore it, but it bugs me all day
with dysphoria because he thought i was something else incorrectly like i did with him
now we’re so even
except it tears me up everyday since i was born
i talk about it more
then i drive people away
because they don’t want to hear too much negativity
i hate my f*cking body
i hate my f*cking voice
this will hide all my blades in a f*cking void
that i blame to put myself in
it’s a huge covenant
then i choose to walk home, sit, and turn on the tv
i see the guy i talked to earlier arrested on the news
and i think i literally dodged a bullet out the blue
you never know who you’re talking to
heart over speeds
i don’t wanna see the reality that chose me
ending soon
hoping that happens to freddy too uh
not claiming as this world anymore
until i find a better one
nothing will be done
even if i step in uh
i protect the journey in the progress like a tet*n*s shot
i’m still alive
that’s a typo
the font’s broken so i’m psycho, and counting real slow
to the moment i wake up again
until then i descend, it’s part of the plan
meanwhile i face the f*cks i give and care before the end
i live with the fact that i’m told that i’m doing this for attention
so until you believe that death is a punishment for being yourself, shut the f*ck up when you say i’m selfish
{outro}
when you say i’m selfish
god, f*ck
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