waiting for the final leaf to fall - paper route lyrics

don’t wanna be here
i feel alone with everyone
this is the first year
but still i play the second son
falling in a line
i waited
in a line
i waited
the season’s in a crawl
i’m waiting for the final leaf to fall
go get your bags packed
i’ll probably see you on the run
i’m right behind you
fast as a bullet leaves a gun
am i here again
with an empty hand?