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another regret - polyana (usa) lyrics

feeling like a d*ck, sh*t, i feel like you can’t stand me
but i’m looking back on months ago, my spirit won’t accept me
maybe it’s your soul and your spirit tryna help me
inside your head, you’re better off if you went to forget me
i think i need an emmy cause this acting job gets scary
tryna keep my posture down, my confidence feels far beneath me
summer night a year ago, with secrets you entrusted me
i gave that sh*t to peers because i thought that they were trustworthy
worst thing that i did since i debated scr*pping open me
or when i ran away from all my problems just for bits of peace
getting told i gate*keep ’cause i have a sense of safety
felt like a wall, ’cause nothing they could say could phase me
but after some time, the voices in my ear get louder
choose between a friend, or give away my only power
choose between a bungalow, or stand tall like a tower
gotta wash away the stress with scolding heat inside the shower
sh*t, it’s just another

just another thing i regret
just another f*cking thing i regret
and i just regress
worse and worse with every regret
i gave everything, failed tests
i guess, i guess
i wish i paid off my debt
given back like a god gone sad
i just regress
worse and worse with every regret
keep denying my guilt, come back
i’m such a mess
grab my hand, walk a mile at my pace
pry my shame at the lines on your face
grab my tongue, yeah, i won’t have a say
throw me out i’m a mess any, ways
hold my head ’til the dread isn’t draining
i picked out the palette, am i proud of the painting?
hold my hand, i know you won’t go away ’til the months pass by

months pass by, motherf*ckers still bug me ’bout some demos
tryna play it off, take it on the chin, jay leno
but through the shades of honesty come feelings of an ego
after months of tryna keep the peace, i couldn’t even let go
told them “f*ck it, do what you want, but i’m tired of hearing it”
they took it different, and started scheming for the h*ll of it
and if it’s relevant, i felt a way since i was 17
and y’all were pushing 25 and still were jobless, and untalented
2 a.m. wake up to calls from wes about some dm sh*t
someone from the group found them on ig, started asking sh*t
put every single thing i shared with them up on the internet
and now i’ve gotta answer for some sh*t i wish i could forget
we put the sh*t behind us, but i felt like i was still in it
the guilt weighed on my back, causes a rash, i feel irrational
i’m tryna change my path, but i look back, that girl still feels too close
but yet, you still forgive, it gives me hope that i can heal my soul

just another thing i regret
just another f*cking thing i regret
and i just regress
worse and worse with every regret
i gave everything, failed tests
i guess, i guess
i wish i paid off my debt
given back like a god gone sad
i just regress
worse and worse with every regret
keep denying my guilt, come back
i’m such a mess
just another thing i regret
just another f*cking thing i regret
and i just regress
worse and worse with every regret
i gave everything, failed tests
i guess, i guess
i wish i paid off my debt
given back like a god gone sad
i just regress
worse and worse with every regret
keep denying my guilt, come back
i’m such a mess

why try to fight it?
why try to hide it?
ran the road of repentance a thousand times
tell a soul, pose a threat, now you crossed my line
why try to fight it?
i’ll fly misguided
wept away at my woes and i wiped your wounds
now i feel more alive at the thought of
you, you
you, you

- polyana usa lyrics

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