retrospectively; i shouldve known - remysgarden lyrics
i love it when the blade goes through my pretty flesh
i hate the scars but this ones not as deep i guess
i maintain my health by tearing it, down
don’t tell me nothings wrong when i can see it all around
in retrospect i think i should’ve took my life
it’s clear enough n0body close to me would even mind
i hate the fact i was convinced this was worth it
when everything just gets worse
i told myself id get better and be perfect
but all i really turned to do was die
too suicidal too tired to learn, and
still i think that i deserve to die
everyone told me that i would get better
but i guess that was just beyond a lie
exhausted beyond belief, pushing limits
and still struggling just to get by
in retrospect i think that i should take my life
the dogs barking too loud for mom to even mind
in the end i think we all know this is cursed
so
what else is there to try
and retrospectively; i guess i should’ve known
mania, dysania, and the long road from home
could never lead to anything that repairs this
so what isn’t obsolete
[spoken outro]
and it’s just so* augh
i handle it on my own and nothing changes
i go back and forth and on and on and its like
nothing gets further or whatever
i think its about time to pack this thing up
f*ck!
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