on the outside - rivilin & broadus lyrics
[rivilin]
yeah
is it just obvious
that i’m so scared of this?
this anger in my chest
that builds and builds from stress
and then it’s emptiness from the withdrawals
cold shakes in the bed, now i’m on the floor
i didn’t wanna call you up
but you said that you’d be there for me
empty pockets, you’re not free
you want to say that with glee
with a grin on your face
my heart was charged and misplaced
guess i didn’t know now that
everything has a price, including your love
sold me out for two*point*one grand
screaming at me from the door
decorate walls with my insides
watch my corpse flutter with flies
impregnate me with maggots
as i just embrace your lies…
nail me up on your cross
watch the vermin eat the rot
the dry season comes in waves
the fire burns as i break…
down into embers below
put your hands in, rupture my soul
use the charcoal as your pigment
decorate your face with my grief
wear me out in public
hoping that i get recognized
and when i do, you say
“that boy below is mine.”
i’m on the outside again
you’re wrong, i’ll cut off loose ends
i’m on the outside again
so long, my body descends
[broadus]
i wear this mask
across my flesh
won’t let you in
this masqueraded mess
dress code latex
plastic complex
we’re all objects
(fighting our misery)
eight eyes can’t see through this web of lies
the silk that i’m wearing
i crawl around in the hourglass
try to find my bearings
the sand is falling down it
erodes all the shame i’m wearing
layers i’ve collected
exposed
if i let go, will i lose control?
run off the road and lose myself again
i don’t know if that’s something i can tolerate
i’ve lived my life in disguise convinced that’s it part of me
can’t get too close at least i operate consciously
honestly, where are we?
on the inside it’s all h*ll
from the outside can you tell?
(rivilin)
i’m on the outside again
you’re wrong i’ll cut off loose ends
i’m on the outside again
so long, my body descends
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