abandoning my ideals - saints never surrender lyrics

i’m not the same person
that i thought i’ve always been
seems like times have changed
and i just don’t know
who’ve i become
what have i done
to become such a heartless being
i’m giving up on everything
that has ever meant
so much to me
abandoning all my ideals
that i have held so close
will i be more than this
angry man full of hate
will i be more than
anything that everyone
has expected of me