being dead is still better than being me - sharkkymarky lyrics

smoked so much till i could feel something
the cold resided i’m erupting
cleared the dew as i dripped to the ground
take my heart and twist my tongue
rip my t**th out one by one
squeeze my arms so i don’t feel so numb

did you know im not great at communication
i sit alone but my mind’s abrasion wears me down
did you know im not great at keeping friendships
i’m too scared of scaring you off so i’ll just leave