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saccharine - sloth (uk) lyrics

[verse 1]
i got something that i been hiding
ever since july, i kept this sh*t just bottled inside and
i told not one person what happened on that wednesday
in rome, so now’s my chance to tell you what i didn’t say
in that metro station, i done cried my eyes out
years of self hatred peaked, i didn’t want no one to find out
put my sunglasses on to cover up the f*cking tears
but they kept on f*cking coming, i felt like it lasted years, yeah
rewind, monday was ok, didn’t complain
forward, tuesday night, my feet felt so much pain
so, on wednesday, i was finе in the baths of caracalla
but, then, we walkеd for food, then walked for hours and hours
to the coliseum, then round it, then out
then up the palatine, sh*t, i could’ve opted out
but, i went to the top with yous, whole time, i kept complaining
how i wasn’t in the mood, felt like yous were the one’s i’s draining

[hook]
my music kinda saccharine
it’s sentimental, sadness and nostalgia in
my emotions, don’t know how i’m managing
don’t know how i’m managing

[verse 2]
so, when we walked down and back to colosseo
i stayed away from people, felt like i was being evil
by constantly complaining on a f*cking holiday
now, i’m blaming myself, all the sh*t that my head would say
it’s f*cking getting to me, yeah mentally
maybe this trip isn’t everything that i said it would be
yeah, we get to the station and we head underground
then i sit on the ground, feeling so f*cking down
then, we miss metro after metro
in my head, i’m beating myself to death slow
then, i realise, i’m doing this because i hate myself
but that didn’t make it better, just demonised my mental health
i told myself i hate myself for the dumbest f*cking reasons
and my problems aren’t real, i’m just fighting fake demons
that made me cry more, even on the other side
of the journey, i still had them tears in my eyes
[bridge]
since then, i didn’t cry for months
even when year 13 made me wanna curl up
until december, one day, the same thing f*cking happened
trying to wipe away my tears in the media block bathroom

[hook]
my music kinda saccharine
it’s sentimental, sadness and nostalgia in
my emotions, don’t know how i’m managing
don’t know how i’m managing

- sloth uk lyrics

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