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my truth - sneezieboi lyrics

[intro]
yeah, n0body f*cking knows
the real truth behind me
i always lie n sh*t
in music and life
but i’m f*cking tired
i always f*ck up sad songs
so here’s my truth

[verse 1]
i’ve been through so much sh*t how much worse can it get
and the verse that i spit about it’s just cursed from wit
it hurts a bit yeah, the worst to spit no
i truly think i’m better than i’m given credit for
i’m only human though so i’m livid and i fell
eleven floors from heaven to h*ll and more (woah)
used to be so happy
i don’t know what changed
went from love, friends and rapping in sp*ce
to deleting everything and ****** and rage
to slapping a cagе, if that brings the page
to the lеvel i’m worth
i just gotta do it even if it hurts

[interlude]
i’m f*cking lost
lost my ********
the love of my life
like 10 close ass friends
and that may seem like a small amount but i’m f*cking lonely
it’s great to me, and n0body loves the sh*t i love
i’m f*cking lost
[verse 2]
i ain’t had nothing else in this world but her
losing my mind slowly, n0body to hold me anymo’
it’s cold, i’m choosing to be alone though essentially
i don’t know why, i close eyes and slow grinding shows shine
but i’m so f*cking close to my
so define friend to me
they all eventually end the peace and send me closer to it
but apparently i can’t let n0body near me see it
so clearly tho they caring for me and i beat it down
weed it out, then it returns harder than before
i live with it, livid that i’m living, and giving
so much sh*t and trust away
i’m frustrated naturally, but apparently that be slapping me
back to reality, i’m just f*cking alone

[interlude]
i don’t know if i’m okay anymore
i mean i know i’m not
but i get over it
and then doubt if i truly am over it
because i f*cking miss it
i miss everything before and
i don’t really wanna be me anymore
i’ve made so many mistakes i don’t wanna live with
i feel that’s understandable
and i wish i could just revert back to like a year ago
even that would make me so f*cking happy
and to anyone i screwed over in the past
and your hearing this, especially you
you know who you are, i’m, i’m sorry
[verse 3]
that’s to my parents that be constantly caring
and back to my friends that ended fairly or not
i carried alot, sincerely, and i was just rarely blocked
and to my past ********, i’m sorry for being angry
i’m sorry for seeming like i was not caring
i was so much, i was just touched by **** and mushed brain
and flows that’s showed i’m f*cked
and sorry for not knowing your feelings
i don’t know how to show em but you helped me with it
i felt peace with ya, and you helped me
i truly think we were compatible
i just made mistakes, and i hate it
i truly f*cking do
and i know you made some too
but we made it through, until then
and i’m sorry to you
sorry that birds that i’ve hurt
it’s just the worst
to know you’re a sh*t person and that’s me
and the curtains closing slowly slapping me
slowly losing focus, but i hope this
results in peace, for my faults recently
so to everyone, i’m sorry, and that’s just my truth

[outro]
i’m truly thinking to end this sh*t
i hate myself daily
for the sh*t i’ve done in the past
and i can’t f*cking put it into words
let alone a verse, i’m just sorry
i hope someone hears this and eventually
understands or even forgives me
i’m sorry, thank you for listening

- sneezieboi lyrics

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