is this my escape? - songsofsophie lyrics
it’s funny
how i never felt so alive
how i never realized
until it was too late
my whole life
i was pushed to be a girl
my feelings never mattered to them
as my body did
as my body did
and i felt nothing
maybe it happened cause i was not sober
or i wished for it somehow
i couldn’t look in the mirror
without seeing the kisses
that she covered me in
now i lie on the asphalt
hear the sirens come
smoke scratches my lungs
and again, somehow, i dеstroyed everything
shе said i should go to h*ll
and maybe i did it this way
i can’t breathe in here
it won’t go away
i hate my hips, my br**sts, my waist
can’t take it anymore
i should just take one more step
and i am free
of all this agony
they said i should go to h*ll
and maybe this is my escape
is this my escape?
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