surgery - spenser lajoye lyrics
did a lot of yoga three years ago
read a book for my inner untamed little girl
found a podcast to laugh for no reason
and a doctor who knows all my demons
i’m coming back to my body
i don’t love it, yet, but dammit, i’m trying
every mirror gets kinder to me
but i know, i know what i need
it’s not parts work, group therapy
meditation, or reparenting
it’s surgery
one more whiskey for sleeping
we’re surviving on weak anesthesia
put me under, i need the procedure
something hard to make everything easier
we’ve done a lot of good work to make peacе
but i know, i know what i need
it’s not patience, more family
a vacation, a couplеs’ retreat
it’s surgery
tried to be grateful, tried to be faithful
tried to compare with a much dimmer fate
but the surgery’s set now, i wanna feel better
and i’m more myself without you
i’m coming back to my body
i don’t love it, yet, but dammit, i’m trying
i know, i know what i need
i know, i know what i need
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