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family troubles... - suku_music lyrics

[intro]
uh, yeah, been hidin’ away for a while, time to let y’all in
let you know what’s goin’ on with me and my kin
runnin’ away from the fights, sleepless nights
my life hasn’t been that bright
for the longest time
since i can remember, happiness hasn’t been known to me for years
i’m always sheddin’ some tears
i just wanna od, need someone to hold me

[verse]
want ’em to hold through the pain
want ’em to hold me so i don’t go insane
f*ckin’ hate everythin’ right now, hate all the sh*t in my brain
mama, you validate me
sis, you validate me
but pops, you f*ckin’ hate me
you nevеr make sure i’m okay, you lie
you chеat, you make me wanna die
no one believes me ’cause you tell a different side
and with you treatin’ me this way, no one understands why i hide
all of the pain that i feel on the inside
you’re dead to me
i still feel the pain from the bullsh*t you’ve said to me
tell me i’m too young, and my feelings aren’t real
mama, you help me as much as you can, it’s surreal
’cause you and pops should both help, not just you
but even sometimes, you don’t know what to do
he just don’t care, he never has
you don’t see it, you don’t see all the bad
but i f*ckin’ hate it, he tells me i’m nothin’, tells me i’m worthless
he’s the reason i cut, the reason i don’t got a purpose
he’s why i don’t feel like i’m worth it
he’s why i feel i ain’t worthy
he’s why i think everyone wants to hurt me
he’s why i think no one will want to love me
everythin’ bad goin’ on, it’s mostly on him
he’s no longer my kin
i’m sorry i’ve been gone for the time that i’ve been
but i’ll be back, just let me figure this out
let me figure it out, let me get the stress out
i love y’all, just give me time
i think that i’ll be fine

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