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988 - thebadtoddler lyrics

i don’t know how am i gonna start this off but i think it needs to be done
i’ve carried my broken heart for long enough picking up pieces off the ground
had to spread the message around even if it means with just couple of words
understand that i’m not really good at it i’m just trying to let out all my emotions be heard
but i tried to talk about these things with people get the sh*t ouffa my chest
they just pretend and nod their heads cause i’m just a man n0body cares
so i had to pick myself up carry on without counting days
cause in today’s society wе’re n0body until somebody is dead
with thе holy book in my hands i confess to the lord above
why am i afraid of people’s judgments, haunted by depression and suicidal thoughts ?
and i ask him “what if i’m weak will i ever survive?
or will i end up with a noose around my neck in my room and lock myself inside?”
but if the question is why then suicide is never the answer
i know your heart is aching mine is too we understand each other
i know its easy to pull the trigger when you
think its the easy way out
but the moment you do and close your eyes, consequences apply to those you care about
when i was writing this i emptied the ink and i carefully chose my words
tears in my eyes i couldn’t blink i was hoping it wouldn’t hurt
and on the mic i had shaky hands i was too nervous to spit my verse
cause i try to talk about sensitive things without opening up my wounds or yours
but i’m trying to stay positive i just overthink at 3 am or 4
asking myself is today gon be better than all the days before ?
cause men’s mental health matters and this is what i’m fighting for
but time heals when i’m at my lowest since i got none my phone to call
they say love overcomes everything but they end up breaking that promise
cause i’ve been in enough relationships to know that love is just another word
but if only we could predict the future and see what happens
see if they’ll remain as loyal as they say or will they simply stab us ?
i’m sorry if i made you drop a tear or if i touched on a sensitive memory
but what doesn’t k!ll makes us stronger i speak on behalf of all kings
cause when you hit rock bottom no one gives a sh*t about how you feel
sh*t, i wish i knew these things right before i turned 18 for real
since my childhood was a distraction from what the world is truly like
then i understood the fact that my rhymes are what kept me alive
it’s like i’m f*cking walking through the valley of the shadow of death
but i had to go through it all cause this verse ain’t gonna write itself
cause i’m just being brutally honest
like when i’m addressing a purpose that matters
about life and death cause i’m just trying to be different from all these rappers
who use youth to promote drugs and guns for money fame and profit
but if parents were a little more responsible they just wouldn’t allow it
anyways i think i’m running out of ink i don’t have that much time left
but at least i get a chance to speak not only for myself but for everyone else
cause this is for those who once lost their voices seeking help
who are now stuck in their own emotions
or they’re just too scared to be themselves again

- thebadtoddler lyrics

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