bewildering thoughts - thorns of the carrion lyrics

of all these things that have happened to me
i see them as in vain
for the reason will bewilder me
thou, the memory
of all these things that are happening to me
i see them as strange
for, if love is the reason, then so is pain
so is pain
the reason of this earthly existence
is a mystery to me, to which i bow my head
for, if love is the reason, then so is pain
so is pain