
find one - yung delirious lyrics
the battle in my head, it feels eternal
reminds me of the times i used to journal
i won’t sell my soul, this is a contract
circled it a thousand times just to pound that
anything i could to suspend the disbelief
of my worthlessness to a god who wouldn’t speak
should i put the blame on him? i don’t know
all i know is it feels like i’m losin’ all control and it’s
getting to me, it’s getting to me
all these words that i seep from my soul
i haven’t recorded in so long
these verses that i’m jotting down are starting to get old
the only thing that makes me feel alive now
is whеn i reach heights or do a new show
validatеs my work and it boosts my ego
when i get off a phone call with one of my heroes
i can’t remember the last time that i smiled or felt excited
when i released my own single
like i only care if it’s in front of a thousand people
like i didn’t lose it all when my car went and got repo’d
i’m way too young to feel like an old soul
i’m way too numb to be feelin’ so broke
i feel so strung, my confidence is low
i reminisce to when i gave a f*ck about my goals
a f*ck about the art
a f*ck about the fame
a f*ck about the charts
a f*ck about a thing
back before videographers asked for my net worth
to tell a story that i won’t make a dime on
back before money was a thing
and the only thing i wanted was a stage with more time on
searchin for a reason to live
i’m beyond one
but for a reason to get outta bed?
i can’t find one
i can’t find one
i can’t find one
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