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lirik lagu closet – barry ii

i discovered i was bi as sh*t
and i’m hating that i feel like this
all this pain that’s in my brain i’m sick
so tonight

14*years*old
when he first found out
that the pain inside of his brain wasn’t the same as everybody else’s around
cause he was always really into the girls in his grade
but now he was catching feelings for the boy with the fade
and it made him insane
and it drove him to a point in his pain
where he was condemned to live his existence in vain (vayne)
so he became obsessed
and like a cokе getting squished
proving to peoplе that he was straight, was making him so depressed (soda pressed)
cause he was always the kid
that everybody else was wishing they was with
and it made him sick
to his stomach that he fell for a guy
he didn’t know he was bi
it didn’t matter, his whole life was lie
so now all of his focus went to proving to people
that he loved women and only women and that being g*y would be evil
pretending that he loved anything other than guys
he was trynna survive
cause he hated the habit
everything he ever feared, he would claim was a f*ggot
but the more that he steered
from the path of the queer
his heart, he wanted to stab it
the h0m*phobia would curse through his body
at his school, in his verse or the lobby
made it his hobby not to be g*y
then everything that he hates he became
picked up the bullets of blame, and loaded his gun
then he steadied for aim, pointed at somebody’s son
the second of his mums
he was just hoping that life was a game
and he could just rez and be changed
what a shame
his own life, he was trying to claim
daang
i discovered i was bi as sh*t
and i’m hating that i feel like this
all this pain that’s in my brain i’m sick
so tonight
i discovered i was bi as sh*t
and i’m hating that i feel like this
all this pain that’s in my brain i’m sick
so tonight
i’ll be staying in my closet

on the sixteenth anniversary of his birth he
cried alone in his room begging god for some mercy
cause he didn’t feel worthy
of the life that he led
or the friends that he had
so he unmade his bed
and wrapped his sheet around his neck
he was making a noose
something to hang himself by
anything he could use
he just needed to die
he tied it up to a hook
in the roof
and he looked
at the life that he lived
and he cried like a kid
he just needed to go
octobox of his life, witching hour, red*zone
then the sheet to the hook, he attached
as he stood on his chair, he just laughed
looked back at the plaque on his drawer
looked forward to the door
and imagined his corps on the floor
and the horror of his mum as she talked to the lord
he took a deep breath as he glanced at the figure
staring at him from the middle of the mirror
clarity came now, finally he sees clearer
then one last tear dribbled right from his eye
as he looked to the sky
with a smile that was wry
and the note that he wrote would just lie
on the left of his desk and declared whereby
he was happy to die
then he kicked out the chair and he whispered goodbye
fly high little guy
and with this got your wish cause you are no longer bi
i discovered i was bi as sh*t
and i’m hating that i feel like this
all this pain that’s in my brain i’m sick
so tonight
i discovered i was bi as sh*t
and i’m hating that i feel like this
all this pain that’s in my brain i’m sick
so tonight
i’ll be staying in my closet

this song isn’t a story just about some guy
this is the tale and the hardship of my life
and everyday, i am thankful that i did not die
so if you’re brain is the same and confused
don’t be afraid, you got your mate, you will prove
that the person you are, is so perfect in truth
cause identity isn’t something you should be struggling through
you just gotta love yourself the same way that i do
since i

i discovered i was bi as sh*t
and i’m loving that i feel like this
all this pain that’s in my brain i’m sick
so tonight
i discovered i was bi as sh*t
and i’m loving that i feel like this
all this pain that’s in my brain i’m sick
so tonight
i discovered i was bi as sh*t
and i’m loving that i feel like this
all this pain that’s in my brain i’m sick
so tonight
i discovered i was bi as sh*t
and i’m loving that i feel like this
all this pain that’s in my brain i’m sick
so tonight
i’ll be coming out my closet

- barry ii

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