lirik lagu front line – bratter
i’m in the battlefield, i’m on the front line
but it’s my depression i’m battling this time
i thought i defeated him way back when
but soon he popped back up said “hi” with a grin
i told him to leave that all he does it hurt me
i told him it’s his fault that people just desert me
but he’s as stubborn as me, he just doesn’t f*cking listen
i always feel empty, it feels like there’s something missing
i get hungry, but i’m too depressed to eat. i feel like this sh*t knocks me down, man this sh*t got me bеat
depression eats up my еnergy, he’s at the table but there ain’t a seat
he makes room for himself and he gets ready to feast
everyday i wake up and wonder why
depression takes up all my time
he always reminds me that i’m not perfect
he always reminds me that i’m a useless person
it don’t help when i talk bout my future and look ahead
people don’t care and just bring up my past instead
i act like it doesn’t matter and that it doesn’t faze me
but every person brings up sh*t from years ago and blames me
people act like they don’t go through sh*t and it’s a shame
because we all have emotions and to pretend you don’t makes you fake
i be staring at my ceiling during the day
and asking how much more of this depression can i take?
i don’t know the outcome
but i’m asking “how come?”
how come i have to deal with this?
i know life ain’t fair but it shouldn’t be like this
day after day
suffering from this pain
wanting it to go away
but i know it’s here to stay
god if you’re out there
i’ve run out of ammo
i’ve grown sick and tired
of everything around me being a war zone
i can’t do this
i can’t do this anymore
i’ll call up travis scott
and see if he has an antidote
i wish i could go back to the past
change everything, maybe i’d find peace at last
i would go back and make sure we didn’t smash
if i did stuff different, maybe i wouldn’t be an outcast
god this is tiring
having to fight so long
and everywhere i go
feeling like i don’t belong
feeling like i shouldn’t be here
maybe i would’ve cried less tears
maybe i wouldn’t live in fear
of this rain that won’t ever clear
i have so many questions
like why the h*ll does this happen to me?
why does it seem like all my life
is me constantly losing?
happiness shouldn’t be this rare
hey buddy, you got some happiness to share?
i just wanna feel something positive
hope for a good day, it’s always the opposite
and don’t say that i’m complaining
it shouldn’t be too much to ask
i wanna be happy and not
feel the darkness from my past
i shouldn’t have to fight, especially not again
it turns out i’m behind when i think that i’m ahead
right now i’m just asking when will the war end
but i know that no one will tell me when
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