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lirik lagu idk why – brothag

[brothag intro]
goin all the way goin all the way causin this pain causin this pain
in my brain in my brain take it away please take it away

[brothag verse]
every f*ckin day im causin this pain
and idk why i dont wanna die
my brain been fried and idk why idk why idk why
where is my mind feel like im goin blind
i am not okay where is the right way
how do i get through dont know what to do
where do i go where do i find my flow
i say i dont wanna die but every f*ckin day i think of suicide
about it i always have to lie and idk why idk why
yeah i am dreamin wait no im screamin
having a nightmare you make me pay the fare
sendin you a text wait maybe its a buffer or do you really wanna see me suffer
thinkin of suicide and i dont wanna die
i wanna stay alive i just wanna go and thrive but i can’t and idk why
dont say you love me if you just goin break me
break me hate me never wanna date me
you always seen me smile but since i felt it it been a while
everyone says they will stay but then you look up and they went away
man that sh*t really break my heart everyone always tearin me apart
please dont leave me alone in the dark wait was you gone right from the start
you question me about these pills they so it dont hurt when i jump from the hill
i am thinkin about my past sh*t it changed so f*ckin fast
and i know that i can’t go back and it feel so wack like i just been attacked
[max lvl verse]
i’ve been gone to h*ll and back now all i see is red and black
f*ck the other side cuz i dont see it these people show me love but they don’t mean it
wolf in a costume i see it this fake stage im standin on
strong words ain’t no sh*t anymore f*ck this im closin all the doors
i tryna find hope but i can’t send calls to reach out to my friends i dont wanna give up on my plans

there’s a war in myhead that keep goin on flashbacks i can’t never be calm
20 vision so clear wish i could wipe it off clean
suicidal thoughts im f*cked up post trauma got me f*cked up
the world movin but mine’s f*cked up on my brain im locked up
12 gauge im bout to load it up midnight im bout to shoot it up
what a sad f*ck standin by the bed the white sheet i wanna paint it all red

[brothag verse]
i used to tell a lot of lies but never about the suicide
cause yeah i really wanted to die and idk why idk why
i wish i could turn back time i wish i could turn back the lies
and all the highs and every time that i thought of suicide

i feel so sad and i feel so bad and i know that i can’t go back
cause that is that and this is this and yes i still feel like sh*t
idk why idk why why do i still think of suicide
yeah suicide when i dont wanna die idk why idk why
still movin fast just runnin from my past
now knowin that i can’t be last wait yes i can’t still be last why am i always f*ckin last
idk why i think i can’t die idk why i think i can’t fly idk why i think of suicide idk why idk why

- brothag

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