lirik lagu phosphenes – casey (uk)
i feel the veins that sit behind my eyes grow varicose as gentle light starts filtering through fractured blinds that shade the world from me
you’d always watch me as i’d wax and wane
fluoxetine and slow decay
dependence on a medicine is h-ll without relief
i am bereft of the ineffable affections i feel i am owed
my vacancy and apathy are all that i have left to show
for years i spent in isolation, for chemicals that took the place
of fleeting moments in which i found reprieve from misery
and it seems the only solace i’m afforded is now instead of wanting to k!ll myself i just sleep
i guess progress really isn’t want i thought it would be
and as i lay supine and let the phosphenes fade after another collapse
i’m left to contemplate if i’m really getting better, or if i’m just numb to the feeling of falling apart
my dichotomy has always been that i’m scared of burdening those who love me
but knowing i need help before i die afraid and lonely
but maybe it’s all in my head
the irony i face is that whenever i try to medicate my aches
it k!lls the only part of me that makes me want to stay
and as i lay supine and let the phosphenes fade after another collapse, i’m left to contemplate
if i’m really getting better, or if i’m just numb to the feeling of falling apart
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- kumpulan lirik lagu sueno expres › lirik lagu …y fue el amor! – sueño exprés
- kumpulan lirik lagu notmatt › lirik lagu drug train – notmatt
- kumpulan lirik lagu bryant myers › lirik lagu quiero hablarte – bryant myers
- kumpulan lirik lagu aybee › lirik lagu honest – aybee
- kumpulan lirik lagu felipe araujo › lirik lagu mais um – felipe araújo
- kumpulan lirik lagu rachael sage › lirik lagu ohio – rachael sage
- kumpulan lirik lagu 松原みき miki matsubara › lirik lagu cry for me – 松原みき (miki matsubara)
- kumpulan lirik lagu nobu › lirik lagu ex – nobu
- kumpulan lirik lagu sam hird › lirik lagu end of the line – sam hird