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lirik lagu psychotic episode real life – christina shelton

back in the day my mind used to right
then the hallucinations f*cked up my sight
suddenly i saw all of these satanic witches circling me in flight
then they left me alone in pure darkness with just flashes of light
many different visions keep awake and torturing me for 200 hours straight

i remember when i was trippin i saw zombies on a bus to columbine
i kept begging the evil to stop f*cking with my mind
and there was no way to escape or hide the voices were a sign
i have a lot of darker issues that you can’t find
everything told me that it was the end of all time and only i was shown the signs

i hear the trumpets sounding off and i just kept looking up
we took the children and loaded them up in big trucks
i was really scared so we went to the hotel to stay
i saw the devil in the pool when we started to play
my family all knew that something was going wrong inside my head
and i regret how i scared my kids screaming out that they were demons, then i seized on the bed

next thing i knew i woke up in the emergency room
they took me to a room,strapped me to the bed,windows blocked out so there was no view
all night long i watched all of the bangs on the wall
the rest of my life i will be haunted by the things that i saw

it took almost a year for the doctors to figure that i turned schizo
look like i have a lifetime to have to take benzo
then i also get treated with prozac,anti seizure, & antipsychotics
they have a bad taste and they make me want to vomit
and i just accept that this is the way life is meant to be
there is only one way for me to set my free
only when i write do i feel actually alive
i pray these lines are heard before i die
here lately i’m starting to lose hope
so i’ll keep writing and trying to cope
maybe someone out there will think my story is dope

- christina shelton

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