lirik lagu find myself – danny bottros
layin’ in my bed looking straight up at the ceiling, i’m twistin’ and i’m turnin’ but i still don’t got a feeling
get up contemplate for a second, then i walk down the hall
imagining how different life would be, while trying not to bawl
walk into the bathroom, gain the courage to look in the mirror
i can sense the ending of everything slowly getting nearer
open up the cabinet grab the pistol with tremblin’ hands
my whole body’s badly shaking and now i can barely stand
reminiscin’, askin’ god if i could be a kid again
if only i weren’t so stupid maybe i would understand
realize what i’m doing put thе gun away, and step back
can’t go back to sleep now, turned myself to an insomniac
find mysеlf, i wanna find myself, i don’t wanna be caught up with someone else
i don’t wanna need any more of your help, because i’m not an expendable you can place on a shelf
feel again or feel real again because no matter what i do neither one’s an option
i’m done trying to make it work my decision’s made, lettin’ go of your toxicity that was clearly displayed
remember when we used to stay up past midnight
we’d worry about our sleep then tell each other it’s alright
time didn’t matter, you were worth losing sleep for
in regards of my sleep now, i’m somehow losing more
oh d*mn, can’t get up again, let me take my self dignity and throw it into the wind
i wish i never saw you as anything more than a friend
had me wrapped around your finger, now i wish it was pretend
find myself, i wanna find myself, i don’t wanna be caught up with someone else
i don’t wanna need any more of your help, because i’m not an expendable you can place on a shelf
feel again or feel real again because no matter what i do neither one’s an option
i’m done trying to make it work my decision’s made, lettin’ go of your toxicity that was clearly displayed
find myself, i wanna find myself, i don’t wanna be caught up with someone else
i don’t wanna need any more of your help, because i’m not an expendable you can place on a shelf
feel again or feel real again because no matter what i do neither one’s an option
i’m done trying to make it work my decision’s made, lettin’ go of your toxicity that was clearly displayed
find myself, i wanna find myself, i don’t wanna be caught up with someone else
i don’t wanna need any more of your help, because i’m not an expendable you can place on a shelf
feel again or feel real again because no matter what i do neither one’s an option
i’m done trying to make it work my decision’s made, lettin’ go of your toxicity that was clearly displayed
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