lirik lagu but breathing – defeater
unwanted, but breathing.
in the next room, sleeping.
my mother, she’s crying and my father’s been drinking.
in our run down apartment, where the roof is still leaking.
he’s cursing and cussing, it’s just the whiskey talking.
i’ve got lots of memories like this one.
of empty days and nights spent tired and lonesome.
when i think back to all of it, it’s all too much when you’re just a little kid.
my little brother, just a newborn baby.
in the image of my mother, she says he’s a blessing.
but not to my father, oh how he hates him.
“an undeserving mistake.” he calls him a burden.
i’ve got lots of memories like this one.
of picking fights and picking sides between them.
when i think back to all of it, it’s all too much when you’re just a little kid.
when i wake up in the morning it all feels like a bad dream,
one that follows you and haunts you endlessly.
broken and beaten from the abuse and the cheating,
the addiction, the lying and the promise of leaving.
while my old man was a b-st-rd, i admired and loved him.
us two kids were born in to a family, not a fortune.
lirik lagu lainnya :
- kumpulan lirik lagu xxxphoenix › lirik lagu devine intervention – phœňïx (prod. angelvs) – xxxphœňïx
- kumpulan lirik lagu the peacocks › lirik lagu lean on me – the peacocks
- kumpulan lirik lagu rita indiana los misterios › lirik lagu el blue del ping pong – rita indiana & los misterios
- kumpulan lirik lagu jagwar rapsta › lirik lagu zodiac – jagwar rapsta
- kumpulan lirik lagu chinaski › lirik lagu milion dolaru – chinaski
- kumpulan lirik lagu sleez › lirik lagu years – sleez
- kumpulan lirik lagu froggy fresh › lirik lagu stolen bikes 2 – froggy fresh
- kumpulan lirik lagu s3rl › lirik lagu over the rainbow – s3rl
- kumpulan lirik lagu leevi and the leavings › lirik lagu yksin ruma tyttö tanssii – leevi and the leavings
- kumpulan lirik lagu farid bang › lirik lagu der araber – farid bang