lirik lagu the last of us – downfvll
what if the next breath was my last, would i be happy looking back on the past
or would i feel like i just missed it all, too busy trying to survive
and in the mirror, i see a man that’s tormented by the ghosts of the past, he about to fall
in my fantasy, the ghosts, i grabbed a shotgun and i shot em all
i’ve become a stranger to myself, for years, i was living for somebody else
and now there’s something strange in my brain, it’s kind of like im dependent on the pain
but wait, slowly im getting much stronger, i can’t feel anymore, there’s a numbness
realized the ways in which i wronged her, found a way, with no log pose or compass
i keep on walking at night in a city that’s way too big to be alone in
got a bottle, a pack of smokes, and i’m replacing love with every possible toxin
guess i really did pick my poison, towards the end there’s so much sh*t i phoned in
okay, i used up, every possible toxin
woke up, four years been living a dream
lesson learned, i understood, things are not what they seem
cos when i wake up now, i’m taking so many pills
like was it worth it, i don’t know, all i can do is scream
im f*cking messed up, hope this sh*t will get better
and it’s been a while now, and pretty soon i’ll forget her
cos i’ve changed, i mean just look at my dresser
i’ll never be the same again, i know i won’t ever get her
if there’s an apocalypse, then i’ll be the last of us
so many things i coulda done better, i f*cked em up
i got my dark thoughts with me, they afraid of us
i found god through making music, is it blasphemous
but don’t tell me, i don’t wanna know, cos this is all i got
sure i look better than ever, but it’s never enough
i can’t let somebody get close, i just be running off
and maybe they’ll start giving a f*ck if i scream loud enough
no sh*t, i don’t wanna die, i just wanna stop existing cos sometimes i get tired
of the lies, i had to tell myself to try and survive, all this time
im f*cking sick of people tryna find out, just what
(just what)
what the f*ck is going on inside of me
stop tryna heal me, why the f*ck won’t they just let me bleed
i wonder why i feel like i’m wired so differently
stop tryna help me, f*cks sake, the pain is what i need
we kind of were a recipe for a disaster
now i see it all, and all it’s bringing up is laughter
moving on, i’m writing more pages of a new chapter
but what if everything i try to build ends up like rapture
i can’t stand the thought of feeling empty on my deathbed
i wanna be remembered, wanna be inside all their heads
cos you ain’t dead til they stop thinking of you
maybe i can start fresh, maybe i can begin anew
i keep on walking at night in a city that’s way too big to be alone in
got a bottle, a pack of smokes, and i’m replacing love with every possible toxin
guess i really did pick my poison, towards the end there’s so much sh*t i phoned in
okay, i used up, every possible toxin
i keep on walking at night in a city that’s way too big to be alone in
got a bottle, a pack of smokes, and i’m replacing love with every possible toxin
guess i really did pick my poison, towards the end there’s so much sh*t i phoned in
okay, i used up, every possible toxin
now you tell me, that you’re watching still
i don’t feel the same things for you that i once did
but i really wish you well, i don’t forget, but i forgive
and when i see the pictures finally i feel no sting
im at peace now, don’t know if we’ll meet again
but i’m letting go, so i’m feeling fine either way
im f*cking proud i did so much more in the four months than ever before, i didn’t even have to throw the pictures away
of course i f*cking know, what f*cking day it was last week
but i just can’t, cos you don’t hold the answers i seek
if im not sure who i am, at least i know what i need
it’s time im pretty sure you get it, you know what i mean
huh don’t you, seeing all my old problems in the rearview
all the memories, all the time i spent with you
it’s all gone, it’s all gone, it’s getting further away cos i put it all in my rearview
lirik lagu lainnya :
- kumpulan lirik lagu cho › lirik lagu jouw luv – cho
- kumpulan lirik lagu sodagreen › lirik lagu 白日出没的月球 (moon appearing in day) – sodagreen
- kumpulan lirik lagu meny mendez › lirik lagu bonita – meny méndez
- kumpulan lirik lagu xxxtentacion › lirik lagu in n’ out – xxxtentacion
- kumpulan lirik lagu leggy › lirik lagu july – leggy
- kumpulan lirik lagu pdoto › lirik lagu i don’t get it – pdoto
- kumpulan lirik lagu colonia calunia › lirik lagu tilhoguina & poncha de cimento – colónia calúnia
- kumpulan lirik lagu purple mountains › lirik lagu darkness and cold – purple mountains
- kumpulan lirik lagu stacy lou › lirik lagu i wanna fuq (up a bag) – stacy lou
- kumpulan lirik lagu yoel insua › lirik lagu i’m just a fool – yoel insua