lirik lagu candy paint – dylan raps
[intro]
i don’t f*ckin’ like talking about this sh*t, for real
f*ck
alright, there’s some sh*t that happened last year, i haven’t told too many people about
and, i don’t do that good with explaining sh*t to people so, i guess i’ve gotta f*ckin’ rap it
f*ck it
yea
[verse 1]
winter time’s the hardest anyways, i need a great escape
maybe this lil piece of lead can take me to a better place
they got me on all these f*ckin’ meds, and plus i like to drink
they told me this lexapro would fix f*ckin’ f*cked up brain
better sober up before i lose it, f*ckin’ go insane
wouldn’t wanna do some sh*t that i’d regret, i better think
lookin’ at this white couch, wonder how it would f*ckin’ stained
don’t want her to leave, but i told her i could f*ckin’ change
alcohol can’t do it, hope these bullets help me ease the pain
sit down on the couch, can’t give myself the time to f*ckin’ think
homies step in puddles of the sh*t that was just in my veins
the typa sh*t that look like candy paint
i’m an atheist, my family ain’t
shoulda known i couldn’t be a saint
i been privileged, though, i can’t complain
i’m pourin’ sh*t that look like purple rain
[hook]
i don’t wanna hurt you, but this anxiety’s so tough
i swore i won’t desert you, but just lovin’ you is not enough
i don’t know why i’m so sad, prolly ‘cause i’m on a lot of drugs
it feels like i’m down bad, right as i was comin’ up
[bridge]
why am i so f*cked up, couldn’t even call you up
that sh*t wasn’t lettin’ up
fall, but then i’m gettin’ up
[verse 2]
winter time’s the hardest anyways, i need a great escape
plus i’m fat as f*ck, n0body likes me, need to get in shape
white kid tryna rap, i sucked, i guess i need to know my place
didn’t want my girlfriend to be sad, so i pushed her away
i was ‘bouta do it, c*cked the pistol, pointed it my way
you think about a lot of sh*t when you about to blow your brain
cryin’ out for help, i think my mother thought i’d gone insane
the night before i did it, told my b*tch that i just needed sp*ce
wanted her to hate me when i did it, at the time i wanted god to take me, i admit it
hoped angels would pull up to give me safety when i’m finished
i’m glad i didn’t do it, tho, i think i found repentance
the sh*t i thought was pressin’ me at the time is gone
i was f*ckin’ up like i ain’t know right from wrong
they said i needed therapy, i put it in a song
now they playin’ it and i think that it’s catchin’ on
[hook]
i don’t wanna hurt you, but this anxiety’s so tough
i swore i won’t desert you, but just lovin’ you is not enough
i don’t know why i’m so sad, prolly ‘cause i’m on a lot of drugs
it feels like i’m down bad, right as i was comin’ up
[bridge]
why am i so f*cked up, couldn’t even call you up
that sh*t wasn’t lettin’ up
fall, but then i’m gettin’ up
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