lirik lagu intro – endoda kawa
[verse 1]
14 years ago, i was seeking validation
ignoring all my teachers, didn’t care what they were saying
i was class clowning, f my education
didn’t do my homework, always got detention
man i was a problem, look upto juvies
talking back to teachers, they left me in the lobby
to those kids i’m sorry, to my teachers, sorry
always wanna do it, playing spinning was a hobby
fighting every friday, ’cause some i instigated
at 11 years old, was already intoxicated
taking shots in public, puking on the pavement
i was never happy, my heart was filled with hatred
mom was always working, dad was always working
yeah i had some problems, money couldn’t solvе em
my brother was my only friend, whеn i wasn’t at school
i was just a weird kid, ever since preschool
yes i’m withdrawn, yes i’m depressed
being broke got me, an ocean of stress
i’d rather stay broke, than swimming in debt
i’m stuck in this mess, everyone left
i’m not happy, though i can’t tell you
what i’m going through, i don’t need you
all i need is more money, and
more honey, and a few hobbies
i stay in the bed, the whole day
only leave, when i pick n pay
i stay alone, the whole day but
when they call, i’m on my way
emotional, unavailable
hide it well by making jokes
everyone laughs, when i’m around
probably why, they think i’m happy
i’m not humble, i’m just broke
i can’t flash it, if i don’t have it
i’m done pretending, i like flexing
i’m not responding, cause i hate texting
sometimes, i can’t sleep
weird thoughts, in my head
there’s memories, i really hate
they keep coming, like my daily bread
yes i’m withdrawn, but i’m still blessed
my lil sister, got rid of the stress
she sent me a stack, and told me to rest
it wasn’t a loan, she gave me a gift
it wasn’t alone, it gave me a lift
fill up the dome, while i’m rolling a spliff
sok’sele kancane, ‘kuthi ngifez’ amaphupho
sok’sele kancane, ‘kuthi ngifez’ amaphupho
s’khat’ sok’ring’ iwaar
vele ngiyazifihla
i’d rather stay at home
ngoba niyangikhinya
ngiblomme namagange
ngazos’ big time, why ung’namatel’
why ung’namatel’?
emzansi bayathel’
kudliwa amatender
bese bayaspender
bese bayablesser
nami ngiyabangena
nami ngiyaba enter
nathi sivun’ ivip
sikhathel’ ama rip
not a body builder but i had to carry all this weight
sleepless nights tryna get this paper but i had to wait
made my mom proud when i started dancing on that stage
made my dad proud when i told him i’m ’bout to graduate
being an introvert, brought me all this solitude
couldn’t ask for help, even when i’m runnin’ outta food
brightest in the class, but i’m still acting like fool
uh, but i’m still acting like fool
pay me my money, and i do the work
i was 16, when i started to work
too many ops, tryna give me verse
it ain’t even funny, i need a new church
they call you the man, then call me a jerk
i’m balling too hard, i need new a merc
grinding too long, i’m breaking my figure
i need to release, i’m squeezing the trigger
2017, i was still tryna be a nerd
2018, saw my granny riding in a hurse
2019, family starting rolling in the dirt
2020, covid hit, it really was the worst
[outro]
mratt iii, finally reached the final chapter
i just made beats, didn’t wanna be a rapper
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