lirik lagu if life is the poison so suicide is the cure – hady abou nader
in my head
i wish death
i am feeling like i am a person so everybody hates me
because i am a piece of sh-t
and i am sick
of people that repeat that i am an idiot
well i am a human so
i cry and i try
i lie and i smile
i love
and i solve
many problems that many others can’t
i do my best
but i know that i am not better than the rest
and teachers puts all on me
if anything bad
happens in cl-ss
but now
i am back
with my rap
i am the broken boy
who will not stop rapping
i hide my tears behind a fake smile
that is always on my face
the story of my life hurts me
and what is future ?
is it a stupid thing that means my destruction?
well in the future
i may do suicide
i hate myself like no one else does
friends or foes don’t trust anyone they will all betray you one day
but i don’t care about my stupid life anymore
you can shoot me in the head and k!ll me
i am already dead
dead mentally
but i wish that in two days i will also be dead physicly
my heart that is broken
is aching me right now
i don’t have a question
but i have got questions
why i can’t be liked?
why i can”t be loved?
why everybody judge me like i am a bad person?
why they are wishing i die?
please give me the answers
everybody like to see me cry
so i am not afraid of crying if the answers hurt me
if i cry
i am sure
you will smile
and will try
to hide it
and then you will come and tell me
“stop crying”
and then i will tell you
“stop lying you are smiling you don’t care about me if i die you will go and dance on my tomb can you prove me wrong”
as i write this song
tell me that you hate me
look in my ugly face
in my ugly eyes
i will care
but i will hide my tears
and when i will go back home
i will cry
as i sit on my bed
wishing that my red blood get out of my body
because if this happens
i will die
so everybody
will be happy
you know what?
f-ck every b-tch on this earth
f-ck the f-ckers
f-ck the suckers
f-ck this earth
f-ck the planets
f-ck everything that is alive
of course there is some exeptions
but there is too many b-tches alive
and if this is what they want
if this is what every b-tch on this earth wants
i have no problem of being k!lled
no one likes me
i cannot lie to myself cause if i could
i would
have do it a long time ago
i hate myself because i am a stupid boy
that have been hated too many times
my heart was broken
life is a b-tch
who does nothing but hurts me
they judge even thought they have never felt what i have felt
they can all sue me but they are the cause of me
i took a minute
to think about my life
and i have cried
my life hurted me so much
that if i think about it at night i can no longer sleep
my heart is broken
i am a victim of a k!ller named life
i am the prey of a thing named suicide
if i find a gun
what i will need is one bullet
i will put the f-cking gun in my head,c-ck it
die and go to h-ll
i am suffering
the hardest feeling is when you feel like you are not from this earth
i feel this way
because i have been rejected by everybody
i have lost my mind
and i have sell my soul
and now i can no longer get them back
what i want is to escape from this f-cking earth
in my mind there is suicidal thoughts
you want to judge me
judge me
but just know that you don’t know what the f-ck i have been throught
you bully me for fun
i wish i die
not only because of that
but because no one likes me
everybody hates me
i am tired of being who i am
i am tired of haters
i am tired of being hurt
i am tired of myself
i am tired of living
i am tired of life
because i am broke
and i am a f-cking joke
when i will die
they will say that i was a good person for them
but this is nothing but a lie
nothing is right for me
because i can’t find the light
you can no more say to me
that you like me
and if i can die right now
i won’t say no
because it is the best thing that can happen
this is my friends wish
this is my wish
this is a world wish
i am asking myself right now
what is the poison? and what is the cure?
i don’t know but what i know is that i am:
“hated,bullied,rejected,betrayed,d-mned,mentally k!lled,mentally sick,hurt,broke….”
i have nothing to be proud of
and certainly not love
and come to think about it
if life is the poison so suicide is the cure
and i am sure of that
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