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lirik lagu internet loser! / control / childhearted – harmony.wav

[part 1: internet loser!]

[verse 1]
born in ’08 i grew up on the internet
gen z, boiling frogs, victims of neglect
as you connect, more unconsciously you disconnect
’til you gotta redirect attention to your baby steps
babies stepping on the net, stepping on they necks
fearing for my generation, showing disrespect
feelings i be contemplating but don’t f*cking get
fear be keeping me complacent ’til i f*cking can’t
breathe

[verse 2]
yeah
said he loved that girl, she always told him take a breath
biggest liе he told was saying he loved hеr to death
hadda end it, she was f*cking with his mental health
worst of all he was ignorant, he ain’t know the depth
of a relationship (ha)
you can’t develop that online, it ain’t a f*cking script
good luck explaining that to dumb infatuated kids
he couldn’t see clearly, jit was on an acid trip
took advantage of his desperation with her hips
know a n*gga was hoping that someday he could hit
he fourteen, never felt love, soon to slip
thought he had a little rizz and his gifts equipped
he making quips, n*gga praying that she wouldn’t dip
dippin’ into a depression every time she let sh*t rip
ripped apart by the manipulation, had to quit
and that sh*t ended with a f*cking conflict cause
[chorus]
he a internet loser!
he can’t explain them feelings to ya!
fell in love on a computer!
never thought that he would lose her! (but he did!)

[verse 3]
then he did it again, he made a few more friends
some more ridiculousness he ain’t know how to contend
started texting this girl, and he was feeling content
but there was even less love, just time to spend
and so that time was spent, on some mindless sh*t
until the day that girl had came to him to vent
he ain’t get the extent of her true intent
so they just carried on into a dark descent
just some h*rny kids, they couldn’t circumvent
so consent a topic they’d never dissent
i can’t keep concise all the sh*t they dreamt
but it’d stay a dream, ‘cuz that’s a ten hour trip
and that’s when an eclipse had caused sh*t to flip
staring into her eyes, he staring into abyss
and although the boy knew struggle since six
he had never been tasked with a life to fix
that savior complex told him he’s a b*tch
if he don’t, battling internal conflicts
ain’t know what it consists and so he took that risk
tryna save a life where only pain persists
then he did it twice and left his imprints
but he had to dip, and so he packed his sh*t
and he paid his tips, and prayed she’d push through it
it’s f*cking hard to love when all your hugs are cl!cks, cause
[chorus 2]
i’m a internet loser!
i can’t explain my feelings to ya!
fell in love on a computer!
never thought that i would lose her!
but i did!

[part 2: control]

[verse 1]
watching trees blow in the wind
i don’t wanna ever feel no pain not again
they call it sentience
promised love and fun, got me calling out “when huh?”
i’m in my primate skin, it’s friday, i make the lights go dim
poppin’ them tires, and i’m cuttin’ them wires
f*ckin’ up connections and my transportation
play it back again (play it back a*, play it back a*)
rollin’ back the film (yay!)
i’ll play it back for them
play it for the n*ggas that was with me in the gym
play it for the n*ggas got me thinking i’m him
know i been

[chorus 1]
ridin’ on a wave, outta control
caught up in a daze, outta control
stumblin’ in a grave, outta control
tryna pave a way, outta this hole
tryna find my way, outta this smoke
waiting for the day i can get up and go
duckin’ all the fakes, say they love me they don’t
feeling all these things got me outta control
[verse 2]
lurking in this sh*ll, i don’t wanna tell a lie
‘cuz i think that i’m in h*ll, will i make it to the sky?
riddled with infection, feeling like the hollow knight
but i needed that inflection if i wanna see the light
every step progression, i’m just learning who am i
know my words my strongest weapon, i won’t ever say goodbye
question my discretion of the morals i deny
when my soul is locked away behind the lenses of my eyes
patients in the skies, but no patience in this guy
running from the pained, i fancy it a disguise
caused so many tears you could serve them up with fries
left manipulated when their hurt is all a guise
runnin’ from control but i’m not fearing my demise
i fill up all my thoughts, i just want some peace of mind
still all of my demons wanna take a piece of mine
ain’t a slave to no one, i’ma fight or i’ma die
‘til i’m dining in the skies, know corruption comes with power
i just want control of myself
don’t wanna tower over all those getting by
living life, having fun, just wanna share my strife
tell me is it by design?
loving you for loving you, i find that sh*t divine
as i envy you for beating fear and switching gears to drive
cuz i know all to well that graves are made for those who died
but i didn’t know that death was sentenced to the ones who hide
stopped counting the drafts of all the feelings i’ve described
just wrote out who i am as if i’m training for a flight
learning to control, i let creation be my guide
fixing up my life, i had to take my own advice
still i am

[chorus 2]
r*r*ridin’ on a wave, outta control*l*l
caught up in a daze, o*outta control
stumblin’ in a gr*r*rave, outta contr*tr*tr
tryna pave a wa* wa* way, outta this hole
tryna find m* find m* ay, outta this smo*
waiting for the day i get up and ge*ge*ge*ge*ge*ge*go
duckin’ all the fakes, say they love me* love me* they love me* don’t
feeling all these things got me outta control*ol*ol*ol

[part 3: childhearted]

[verse 1]
ever since i started
said, “i wanna be a artist”
left my body, soul departed
told me that it’s time we parted
started getting spotted
by the b*tches that regarded me
as someone kinda hot and
so my responses were dotted
always good in school
but learned my heart can’t be outsmarted
and no matter how mature
them childish feelings can’t be pardoned
pardon me for being weird
just wanna be supported
yeah i know this sh*t a phase
i like to call it childhearted

feeling sh*t, are these feelings real?
this hesitation got my tongue knotted
asking myself like “what’s the deal?”
put my face to the facts ’til my heart was solid
falling prey to lonely appeals
knowing d*mn well that i’ma end up collared
loving morphed into an ordeal
no one i know to which i’d be honored
do i wanna be loved, or do i just wanna be myself?
thirsting for a hug, bruh, this sh*t f*cking with my mental health
blank faced i shrug, sticking my feelings on that shelf
working to debug, all the errors within myself
then i fall in love, as a way just not to be lonely
uncontrollable, i can only make it go slowly
sowing up cables, pray connection ain’t phony
mind field is arable, but intrusive thoughts are growing
turn my life to a song, when ain’t n0body tryna hear me talk
trauma make it run long, split the hurt up into three parts
music help me along, only thing left to numb my thoughts
still my heart stay strong, protecting myself behind them locks

[verse 2]
the only thing i’ve found to quell these manic symptoms
is sitting down, and tryna turn my feelings into rhythms
trapped inside my head, a reflective prism
made out of onyx, it feels more like a prison
only algorithms can tell me how i function
how i fall in love on first introduction?
my inator, it might have some corruption/
cuz i’m still apprehensive of my self*destruction
school doesn’t teach you how to deal with emotion
so now i’m growing up, and i’m pr*ne to explosion
grip for the light so i don’t sink in compulsion
thinking that i might, i’m developing corrosion
tryna keep distance from c*cktails and potions
‘cuz i know all the dangers of over indulgence
so i look to my mind for all the sh*t that its stolen
“overcome your demons” that’s my number one promotion
heart tryna speak out while my physical is frozen
forced to deal with feelings, pray a good one is chosen
not that i could tell, the infatuation’s woven
a web over my eyes, shackled by devotion
i’ve shared and i’ve spoken
every single motion and wave in my ocean
new chapter now, once again my heart is swollen
baby pray to god that this doesn’t leave us broken
baby pray to god

- harmony wav

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