lirik lagu darkside of the moon – kriós rodriguez
don′t tell me what i’m doing ain′t right
don’t tell me this ain’t my way of life
i paint a picture with the pain i write
but still deal with my demons almost every night
it′s a daily fight
tryna do good but without the sacrifice
i′m hurt and i’m broken
but the words that i′ve spoken
can only do so much when you’re burnt and hopeless
wishing every day will be better than the last
tryna find a way not to give up fast
no, this ain′t the way i wanna live
i just wanna find a way to set fire to my f*cking past
but every day that the day passes
the pain grows weaker
but i’m afraid of that, so i keep thinkin′ back
hopin’ it’ll give me enough fuel to write a decent rap
cause i feel like i′m fallin′ off my sk!ll
like i’m off my pills
i take em every day and they do their job
but it sucks cause it causes me to write sh*tty songs
doin′ my best to relay a message
but what do i do when the pain is gone
what do i do when the pain i used to rely on
vanishes and i make one last song
i know what you dream about, i always do
acting like you lost yourself, it’s only true
livin′ on the darkest side above the moon
you know what i dream about, it’s always you
i′m scared, not gonna lie
it happened once i don’t want this to die
cause every day my mental grows better and the weather clears
this is one of my biggest fears
i’m afraid i′m gonna give up a rap
which sucks cause this is my passion
when i′m rappin’
i feel like i′m on top of the world
but what happens when i start talkin’ nonsense
and i hang up the headphones and finally quit
cause i′m sick of this sh*t
maybe this will give me what i need to stick around
man, i hate the sound of myself talkin’ bout givin′ up
cause it’s got me through so much, so many hard times
and i feel like it’s wrong of me to leave rap behind
it′s sad but it′s true, everything i do sounds fake as f*ck
everything i make sounds like givin’ up
no matter what i do, it feels like it′s not enough
i need more
and i need more
need more time, need more rhymes
need to stop tellin’ myself this sh*t is good
and fillin′ my head up with these f*ckin’ lies
i know what you dream about, i always do
acting like you lost yourself, it′s only true
livin’ on the darkest side above the moon
you know what i dream about, it’s always you
there′s a tattoo on my skin
that means music′s in my dna
but what happens when your own flesh and blood
tells you that you’ve seen better days
man, this sh*t ain′t real
the pain ain’t there, scared when i′m feelin’ unaware
i look through my unfinished songs and think to myself
when did my talent disappear
so i′ll finish what i have and i’ll hang it up
guess i’ll give it one more try and i′m givin′ up
cause the emotion’s not there enough to keep it up
it′s a sad truth, but this may be the end of my road
so one last time
as i sorrow goodbye
i love you rap
but i guess it’s just not our time
i know what you dream about, i always do
acting like you lost yourself, it′s only true
livin’ on the darkest side above the moon
you know what i dream about, it′s always you
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