lirik lagu el – lucy camp
el lyrics
verse 1:
as a kid
i went through a combative phase
hated every single person in the planet’s face
always quiet, always distant, always mad at days
often i felt nonexistent, i just added sp*ce
and you were present so you didn’t understand the rage
so much resentment
though you’d always say i had it made
it was incessant
but you chalked it up to classic angst
an adolescent
at that awkward and dramatic age
but d*mn, it ached
couldn’t tell you what i had to say
that i dad, i hate that i’m damaged and i act a way
that dad, i ain’t what you imagined but i can’t parade
around likе i’m some other person that i can’t portray
and dad, i brеak knowing all the time we have can fade
lack of faith
my body in a fragile state
dad, i’m brave
but i also am afraid
cuz just like you
i don’t know how to handle pain
hook:
el es mí papa
el es mí papa
pero el es mí papa
el es mí papa
verse 2:
the night you found me in the driveway hunched over
you thought somebody drugged me up until you rushed closer
smelt the drunk odor on me while i shrugged shoulders
until i woke up in the hospital somewhat sober
and then you told me what my options were for us forward
i told you i would be more cautious and not cut corners
but you know how defensive i get at someone’s orders
and how i pretend i’m confident and much older
but it had gotten worse
it was not the first
that the pot was stirred
i was not concerned
if l left and i did not return
felt a lot of things
acted out
thought a lot of words
questioned my whole being
what’s the reason i’d been brought to earth
always on your nerves
picking fights
always on the verge
p*ssed you off so much
that one night
you picked me by the shirt
told me what it was
really i got what i deserved
you were in tough in love
but i think it might’ve worked
bridge:
you heard the news
and didn’t know what was coming
ran out the room
your whole d*mn world, it was crumbling
and i never knew just how much that you loved me
but you had my back
and now i know that you love me
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