lirik lagu utopia – murda mar

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i feel like ive been working on this song forever and still haven’t finished it so i just deleted everything i recorded and started over

someone please tell me what the f-cks next. i think im happy but most of the time im upset

im from a dark place, f-ck a sunset. young black man with a dream im the suspect

i dont feel like workin but i need that last check. this world won’t miss me until i take my last breathe

but im here tryna fly of in a fast jet. swerving through traffic wondering how i ain’t crash yet

not one to judge, not to judge all these f-ckin people
some poor, some silver spoon how the f-ck we all equal

an epidemic, some friends playin wit that d-mn needle
a movie i seen too many times i should own regal

betrayal, like d-mn it really be yo own people
i wanted to hold her hand but she don’t even like the beetles

fear of my own imagination this a d-mn sequel
pay attention when you don’t help how they all treat you

how ironic now i’m the bad guy
why i’m distant from everybody you shouldn’t ask why

i don’t even get mad when i see her -ss cry
i’m a different breed of n-gga nothin like your last guy

listening to 90s music yea my favorite past time
but y’all never see the real me yall have bad eyes

my life filled with many complications, you say
you’ll help me but you afraid of my confrontation

but i ain’t mad, i ain’t mad, i ain’t mad cause no one understands
it only matters when i give a helping hand

i just wish i had someone i could call for
god can’t help you’ll never catch me on all 4s

why hail somethin i dont know is true
and anytime you question it god he will punish you

to me, that’s worse than i’ll ever be, ever be, ever be
i take my anger out on people that are close to me

but never put their lives up in jeopardy, and the way that i feel
i should already be a celebrity

i’m always tryna make a better me
i don’t need your advice don’t try and lecture me

put yo faith in people and that’s when the sh-t fall
couldn’t trust that girl always goin through them withdrawals

in front of me i keep up a thick wall
to make sure i don’t walk around like a sick dog

but at the same time i know that i’m a sick dog
cause i don’t want love i’m just tryna get in a b-tch drawals

i don’t even care if this a hit dog
just know if i die i dont know if i’ll miss y’all

wait, how can i really think after death
it’s probably the same feeling that a n-gga have after s-x

which is no feeling at all, wondering how the f-ck i even got involved
with a person i don’t even like to call

i make sure i stay in and im walk-in tall
you’ll create big problems when you’re thinking small, thinking small, thinking small

i dont want nothin to do with these people at all

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