lirik lagu lower (a selfish song) – my fictions
at the start, i didn’t feel low enough. your bed was unsettling and i was always a stranger. now i’m clawing at my arms, reminiscing to feel something. as far down as i’ve ever been and i can’t stop digging. i want to drag you down. i need you to feel low like me. because i can’t escape, can’t stop burying. but i’ve adjusted well – i’ve come a long way from your holy place. hiding below myself. trying to reach h-ll. but now it’s cold in my bed. i’m seeking rest. i’m distant again. and it hurts to reflect past midnight in an empty, pitch-black room. the candle burned out – i can smell the smoke as i’m cringing through another painful realization, another night sorting out the truth: telling you that i loved you was just another way i disappointed you. i know that now when i think about avoiding your eyes. i just hate how we died. i didn’t say goodbye. i’m rejecting all my past standbys – no more sympathy for old lies. i’m trading “how could you” for the new: “you did what you had to do”. i lost sight. i pay the price. i’m a dying dog on his way to the shed. staring into the sky, don’t give a f-ck what’s next. i don’t care. i can’t see it
lirik lagu lainnya :
- kumpulan lirik lagu holy hype › lirik lagu woods – holy hype
- kumpulan lirik lagu remedee › lirik lagu love of my life – remedee
- kumpulan lirik lagu tieran › lirik lagu sick – tieran
- kumpulan lirik lagu the marvelettes › lirik lagu whisper – the marvelettes
- kumpulan lirik lagu aj tracey jorja smith › lirik lagu flowers in the live lounge – aj tracey & jorja smith
- kumpulan lirik lagu frea robinson › lirik lagu yeah – frea robinson
- kumpulan lirik lagu emk › lirik lagu mas na – emk
- kumpulan lirik lagu hidden citizens › lirik lagu don’t speak – hidden citizens
- kumpulan lirik lagu of course › lirik lagu minuit – of course
- kumpulan lirik lagu larry d reid › lirik lagu circles – larry d. reid