lirik lagu subconscious thoughts – prota
subconscious thoughts
i’m starting to lose faith
but god got a plan for me, at least that’s what they say
how long it take before my air escapes, my soul floats away
my heart don’t pump the same way no more?
my roots long my light dim where’s the soul glo, i’m tryna shine
no longer wanna be the brightest star
that’s young minded i’m just tryna take the pressure off at this point
and may this be my last flight here with this joint
i’m disjointed, discombobulated, disassociated with my inner peace
i’m dark phoenix, d*mn i miss my niece
flowing feeling lost at sea
never is as deep as it really seems eleven years rapping showed me stranger things, looking for that greener pasture
ay where’s pastor that’s gon tell me i’ll be happyafter, happy hours
i’m just a rapper on this mic i’m far from a coward
in real life i’m shy and hesitant
i go to sleep and overthink bout am i heaven sent or h*lls mistake?
the type of pain that keep you wide awake
sometimes i wish they’d drive by me and just ride away and leave me froze
i’m cold hearted desolate, that’s all i really know
these thoughts remind me everyday, there ain’t no where to go
you think you at yo lowest, than you reach another low
but where i’m suppose to go?
like where i’m suppose to go?
i don’t know
i’m sorry teddy i kept missing yo call
i wun avoiding sh*t just working that’s all
that’s all i do that’s all i ever done
survivors guilt i’m still surprised that i survived the gun
survived the suicide, survived the cigarettes
survived the pill popping just to cope dog
survived the over drinking nerve damage after gave me smarter thinking, and some hope dog
i hope to god you hear these lyrics and they push you through
cause you and jay the only two that understand my pain the reason we became a crew
was only 9 ain’t understand a lot
like jay yo mama gave you everything, and teddy mama took him out the city meanwhile i’m stuck up in this box
back at home the stress the same, y’all stayed the night and told me everything
these tears dropping mixed with blood stains
you see these visions through my glass frames
i spill out truth until my blood drains
or until the day our lives change
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