lirik lagu can’t catch myself – rekap
[intro]
i’ll stay so fast i can’t catch my—
can’t catch my—
can’t catch my—
x3
[verse 1]
all i wanna know is if you’re proud of me now
after you crossed every single one of my boundaries while
i let you overpower me and devour me down
i’m cowering almost hourly but outwardly i smile
how could i have allowed you to sway me to think i’m inadequate?
yeah it’s staying adamant claiming you’re my greatest advocate
saying that i’m too p-ssionate to ever create some average sh-t
and that’s why your expectations for me are so extravagant!
now and i’ll drown if i try to hit this high water mark
like a starving shark just circle me ’til i fall apart
telling me i got a lot of spark, to b-tter me up with the false remarks
but when you stumble you spit on my art and you rip it apart like you don’t got a heart
yeah
it’s a coin flip and you play me like a joy stick
but it’s pointless to avoid it when you’re poisoned to enjoy it
so even though i begrudge it i’m putting my head to the musket
’cause f-ck it i know that you’ll love it. to you, i’m nothing but a puppet
[chorus]
i’ll stay so fast i can’t catch my—
can’t catch my—
can’t catch my—
x2
[verse 2]
so i’m pressing through the nines to feel closer to a ten
and when i’m fleshing out my lines i focus on my skeletons affection
i’m begging for all the time and no one’s checking in
and so i’m stressing in my mind relying on my medicine to help me—
cope with the fallout ’cause i’m all out of steam
i should’a crawled out my bed not just fall back asleep
’cause when i thought i was free you saw me out in my dreams
where no one could hear me when i called out to scream
see i subbed to you with therapy and flushed you out with meds
but when the times you took care of me came rushing back to my head
i tried to share my grief with someone else conducting in your stead
’cause there’s no guarantee i’d be better without your punishments
when i f-ck up you spurt your curses, and tell me that i deserve it
but when you’re pushing me to be perfect, limits just bubble up under the surface
and i need’a be more -ssertive ’cause you’re gnawing at my health
but is it even really worth it? i’m just talking to myself
[outro]
i’ll stay so fast i can’t catch my—
can’t catch my—
can’t catch my—
x2
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