lirik lagu scarlett – rivilin
{rivilin]
i know anxiety lives in me
if i stay here will i lose my mind?
i think i’ve already passed that time
plagued by derealization
feel like i’m looking through a f*cking glass
feel like this ain’t my body
i’m just in a dream, will death wake me up?
these drugs, no, they don’t mean sh*t
when this body doesn’t feel even real
can’t keep up a f*cking job
it feels like i’m just blessed with bad luck
try to explain it to someone
but they don’t understand
like why can’t i be normal
for a second so i can feel human?
my body on this cold concrete
no furniture f*cking around
convinced these shadows on the walls
are out for me ’till i’m in the ground
take a step back
i’d like to realize that i’m okay
it’s just my perspective
cause it feels like i’m living in my skull
like nothing is real
and this is all a dream
’till i take my life and i wake up
maybe then i’ll be happy in this place
my psychologist doesn’t get it
no amount of therapy can change what i feel
i tell my mother that i’m okay
that i’m just going through a rough patch
this my reality
i’ll fake a smile and say that i’m fine
floating above the city
if i let go will i suddenly fall
then can i wake up?
to me, this place isn’t pretty
i feel disgusted when i see myself
suicide’s not enough
there’s a constant battle in me
gravity has given in
hear the wind roaring as i collide
with the concrete end it quickly
my eyes snap open
breath heavy
every time i die i wake up
[coaastgxd]
every time i die i wake up
every time i die i
this time
i’m just fine, running away
and i’d sell my soul
just to better the days
i never get a hold of this, i throw it away
i never know what to say
i make the same old mistakes
i been playing in traffic with my emotions
and i’m closer to a rope
then i been in a f*cking minute, oh
every time i think i’m getting better
i end up f*cking [?]
now i’m back to the motherf*cking beginning, though
can’t sleep and i can’t wake up
life’s tough
i get a helmet and sh*t man up
i been stuck
and i’m spinning my tires up in the mud
going nowhere fast
the air floating over the sun
[rivilin]
my body on this cold concrete
no furniture f*cking around
convinced these shadows on the walls
are out for me ’till i’m in the ground
take a step back
i’d like to realize that i’m okay
it’s just my perspective
cause it feels like i’m living in my skull
like nothing is real
and this is all a dream
’till i take my life and i wake up
maybe then i’ll be happy in this place
my psychologist doesn’t get it
no amount of therapy can change what i feel
i tell my mother that i’m okay
that i’m just going through a rough patch
this my reality
i’ll fake a smile and say that i’m fine
floating above the city
if i let go will i suddenly fall
then can i wake up?
to me, this place isn’t pretty
i feel disgusted when i see myself
suicide’s not enough
there’s a constant battle in me
gravity has given in
hear the wind roaring as i collide
with the concrete end it quickly
my eyes snap open
breath heavy
every time i die i wake up
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