lirik lagu happy or sad – royrex
(verse 1)
yeah
i have doubts
i have insecurities
i feel pain
i guess it’s all a part of me
i’m insane
that’s all i wanna be
i feel hate
and it’s deep inside of me
back for a minute, man let’s go back for a minute
back when i was a kid, prolly 10, 11 years old
i was molested to the bone
i was afraid to go home
had to reach mom on phone
there was some evil at the door
hate the way i used to be before
man, i’m all stuck
maybe that’s why i’m so closed off
maybe that’s why i hate love songs
maybе that’s why i keep running away
maybe that’s why i’m so difficult
ever since whеn my grandma died
man, i swear i’ve been so traumatised
all my hope has been paralysed
had to find truths within the lies
(hook)
i think i’m happy but i feel so sad
i think i’m happy but i feel so sad
i think i’m happy but i feel so sad
i think i’m happy but i feel so sad
(verse 2)
yeah
never wanna go back
life’s been moving on a fast track
relationships, i never had that
money goals i’m trynna get the bag
every single day i’m getting older
all my emotions are getting colder
all my fears are getting stronger
can’t stop feeling like i’m starting over, yeah
even when i’m so christian
still with god i’m so distant
can’t find it, my soul’s missing
tryna get close, that’s so creepy
yeah, that’s how i feel
d*mn being fake this is real
i’ll put my head on a grill
wait, you trynna give me a pill
nah, don’t need a pill to be chill
i feel anger
for all of the things i can’t handle
all of my pain built a castle
i write some bars then i cancel
keep your advice keep your counsel
i put my hands on a bible
searching for peace
head’s in the west
my soul in the east
i think i’m lost
i’m lost and defeated
yeah
(hook)
i think i’m happy but i feel so sad
i think i’m happy but i feel so sad
i think i’m happy but i feel so sad
i think i’m happy but i feel so sad
(verse 3)
yeah
i’m allergic to the present
i live in the past
i might be having a blast
i had a couple of moments i hated my dad
we do not see eye to eye
i do not know what it’s like to be happy and proud
i live my life being sad
i’m tryna climb to the top but i’m pushed to the ground
and my depression is bad
i tryna get me a minute
i tryna mind my business
i tryna get me some digits
all in my bank account
i tryna work till i get it
i’m tryna till the ground
go through the hustle and bustle
i’m tryna clear the frown
that i have on my face
when i look into my wallet and there is no money
i hate it
when i can’t spoil my girl
buy some jewellery for my mom
got to places that i want
cop a benz and a porshe
nevertheless
i’ma give thanks for life
score a six on a dice
we only got one chance
so i’ma do everything right
yeah
(hook)
i think i’m happy but i feel so sad
i think i’m happy but i feel so sad
i think i’m happy but i feel so sad
i think i’m happy but i feel so sad
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