lirik lagu losing myself – seth udell
[verse]
wonder where you went wonder where you gone
wonder where you sleep and under who’s arm
so when my pen bleeds don’t you be alarmed
i was by myself inside of these very thoughts
but you know this
self centered you didn’t notice
i’ll never regret that i wrote this
i keep on losing myself
thinking back to the past
makes me reminisce about my dad
and how i couldn’t survive in that trailer
i close my eye lids and revise every letter
i write to you
i don’t like fighting you
i just needed you
to believe in me
but you never did
(but you never did no, no)
probably gon’ leave like my mother
move far away and change up my number
i’ve been to distant for a conversation
so this is how it feels when we be congregating
is this how love is when we subst-tute people for prescription pills?
take a couple shots to your dome then you take a couple lines up your nose how it feels right?
lost in the solitude
tell me what’s the meaning of i and you
you think i can’t see these dudes eyeing you, tell me what they really want then inside you
when i just wanna know you…
do you wanna know me
i’ll tell you my secrets
just swear to your soul you won’t leak it
we’ve been growing so old what’s the meaning
to life
like when my mother slit her wrist
with that knife in her hand
like she didn’t give a sh-t about her son being there
like he wasn’t scared of his mother bleeding out right in front of him filled with adrenaline vains full of vikiadin funny how they never change all they do is lie again right to your face
if you feel the same let go find your way
if you feel the same better watch where you lay
(know your place)
cause i know mine, so pay me no mind, my mind feel like a gold mine
just waiting for me to find it
i hope you find yours
before you actions deny it
i want the best for my little sister (i do)
i bought this suit for her little mister (i did)
hope it fits him even though i never see him (it won’t)
hope he knows his life has a reason (it does)
even though the circ-mstances could of been prevented
no use dwelling in the past and feeding all the tension
just didn’t want someone born into the same h-ll i tried to escape from for 10 years so when i heard you were pregnant it just left me numb
my first though to parenting is pack up and run
i know i still have some growing left to do
but the sad part is so do you…
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