lirik lagu nickelodeon – splitzismyname
[intro]
can’t die
there’s gotta be something wrong with me
there’s a bigger picture when you look behind the scenes
what the f*ck do my friends even see in me?
i hate how i feel like a burden
demons got me dropping tears on all my f*cking verses
why do you want to help reverse this?
after all the evil that i’ve done, i don’t deserve this
[chorus one]
i can’t die
i’m starting to think therе’s something wrong with me
lord, i try
i hear you calling out to mе
i’m fine
but i could still make my life a tragedy
i’m me
i’m sorry for wasting everybody’s time
[verse one]
i’ll be a memory
used to never think about what people said to me
now, i’m all alone with n0body next to me
now, i realize i’m my own worst enemy
now, i realize ain’t no place is safe for me
no one’s ever gonna be the one to say they care for me
and i don’t want you sending out no prayers for me
’cause when the day comes that i die, you won’t be there for me
[chrorus two]
leading up to my death date
only thing i notice myself as is as a mistake
my life is a movie, and it ended, ain’t no re*takes
as long as i’m watching over you, you will be safe
i might need to schedule another appointment
’cause mama said that recently, i’ve been a disappointment
the people see me as the king of the castle
well, as it turns out, i’m just an egotistic assh0l*
[verse two]
i remember when my mama said she loved me
she said “you gon’ be a better person, don’t become me.”
now i’m sixteen, and she no longer trusts me
her little baby boy been through some sh*t and now he’s ugly
one day, mama ain’t gonna want me
all i see myself is as her burden, and it haunts me
one day, mama ain’t gonna love me
might as well just do the favor now and have them drop me
and when the day comes that i leave you (oh my god)
just know that i ain’t ever have intentions to deceive you
i ain’t ever see myself as an asset
i was thinkin’ ’bout you ’til the day i took my last breath
last time you saw me, i was happy
it’s always gonna make you wonder why it even happened
i’ve always seen myself as an issue
i’m looking down upon you from the heavens, and i miss you
my life was always full of all my regrets
i’m sorry that i had to make you go through all the recess
the real me ain’t how i act on the outside
imma cut my wrist and then i clean it with peroxide
i wish you would be honest, and just tell me that you hate me
i want to give you even more a reason not to save me
you were my world, but i can no longer clutch you
the last thing imma say before i leave is that i love you
[outro]
it hurts so much
honestly, i don’t why i care, i should’ve let go
i sense your happiness, and i want some
but now that i’m gone, i’ll no longer be a problem
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