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lirik lagu homeless (-4) – strictlyslange

so what if succubuses aren’t real
if i give my energy to a girl and she feeds off of me then that’s basically the same thing
cause now my bodies dead
and blood doesn’t flow in me, it flows out of my head
out from the bullet wound that i got from this gun that rests in my hands
i don’t hold onto it, my body is there but i no longer am
and that sucks but at least it means that i can’t grow to be deceased the same words coming to me and i’m sorry for that
but it’s just where my mind goes to collect the thoughts worth thinking
the things worth dreaming of a solution for
and now that’s why i’m searching for my spiritual door
to understand myself more
than just a human or a ghost
i need to smoke that dmt to be an enlightened-teen
maybe if i live past 40 then i’d understand my father’s story and how he grew to be this way
how i grew another way
and how my mother wished me to stay a child forever
because in heart she feels that would be better than for me to face the world the way i take it
ever so basic ever toxic ever so consumed in our enemy’s logic
i forgot that something so serious can exist aside from whether or not to have kids
in this growing society, it’s likely that i’ll die alone
but i mean i still have wh-r-s sleeping on the couches of my home
not literal but figurative fun
like that original concept of a gun sitting in my hands
but on the floor lays another man
not myself
i’ve taken someone else life
now i’m left here to morn and live that price
hearing his final cries but something felt too similar when his eyes looked in mine
felt they were from the same origin
that our lineage was connected
that he came from me like a disease i deflected
i beaconed and called for him as his spirit rose up
i tried to climb but the ladder fell
i f-cked up
and angels come down for me but only to start wrestling
heavily breathing on my neck as they slit my throat
so now that story has to be over its a f-cking soap
my life ain’t real based off of the sh-t i feel
experienced, but yet to know the difference
i’m so stuck in my head that i live like a surrogate maliciously pretending to be a human
pretending i’m not -ssuming
everything i know
because all i have is intuition
and that’s all i wrote

- strictlyslange

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