lirik lagu despite my demise – unaverage gang
[t.r.i.p.]
yuh
don’t wanna sound like a b-tch but f-ck it man
i gotta lot of f-ckin problems y’all won’t understand
and lately my mental state been driving me f-ckin crazy
if i’m being honest most of the time i’m f-ckin lazy
mostly everybody always told me that i’m selfish
but honestly i can’t help the fact i feel helpless
if i tell the truth, i’ma piece of sh-t
my heart is in 100 pieces it’s been broken since a kid
teary eyes writing this letter for these days to get better
every night i’m sweating, crying feeling under the weather
deep emotions demonic thoughts think i’m losing conscious
the devil telling me i’m almost out of f-ckin options
only thing that keeps me going is my girlfriends face
without her, i would’ve k!lled my myself and left this place
yea
i would’ve left this place
but i’m saved for the moment… thanks
[hook: schizo]
i’m dying inside
from the poison in my life
am i wasting my time
from these tears that i cry (x2)
[vague]
yeah
even when i was kid, was never ready to get that call
“did everything we could, sorry that you lost your pa”
couldn’t you call me a day before i received that news?
now i can’t accept that statement until i see the proof
no goodbyes, no final moments to witness life
a f-ck up like that cannot be made up with any price
alone and surrounded by voices he ain’t recognize
i wasn’t the only one that day that didn’t say goodbye
but it’s now it’s all over, the nights are gettin colder
it f-cken never lasted, i was stripped away from closure
look into my eyes and tell me to try to keep composure
but i’m always losin sight no tellin when my life is f-cken over
the hope it fades, the emptiness it eats away
what’s left in my brain, it can’t heal my pain
now that i’m always talkin to the f-cken dead
i hope it be my father that follows me till the end
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- kumpulan lirik lagu saticoy › lirik lagu catalina sunrise – saticoy
- kumpulan lirik lagu mami basta › lirik lagu mila vonjy – mami bastà
- kumpulan lirik lagu deniece williams › lirik lagu i love him above all things – deniece williams
- kumpulan lirik lagu la venuz › lirik lagu jag älskar o va’ full – la venuz
- kumpulan lirik lagu nyora spouse › lirik lagu big bank – nyora spouse
- kumpulan lirik lagu steve camp › lirik lagu going through the motions – steve camp
- kumpulan lirik lagu the air of hiroshima › lirik lagu второе дыхание (the second breathe) – the air of hiroshima
- kumpulan lirik lagu shay › lirik lagu désillusions – shay