lirik lagu self-deceiving savior – weathered
paradise seems closer than it is
i’ve devised unhealthy ways to live
it feels like i’m talking to myself because i am the only one i could ever tell
before you know it i won’t care
before you know it i won’t be there
before you know it i won’t care
before you know it i won’t be there
eyes are wide and feeling dry
o my soul be free from why
i let myself fall from these heights
mostly i think i just want to fly
before you know it i won’t care
before you know it i won’t be there
before you know it i won’t care
before you know it i won’t be there
i used to feel like i was part of a family
i wonder if i’ll feel that way again
i wonder if that’s what you think about me
or am i just another long lost friend
i wonder if i’d feel this way
if i didn’t feel so lonely
i don’t think i could be this gray
and drag someone down with me
oh my god, what have i become?
thinking i could love this way, feeling so numb
oh my god, what have i become?
thinking i could love this way, feeling so numb