lirik lagu 22 – wishlane
i wish someone would tell me that it’s time that i should go to sleep
it’s hard to watch your dreams instead of chasing them relentlessly
it’s been like seven days since the last time i got a chance to eat
it’s been like seven years since the last time i got a chance to breathe
i want my friends to love me but i’m sure they hate my guts sometimes
i wish i wasn’t puppeteered by numbers on my spotify
i wish i had a job so i could stop caring about my life
and make a couple bucks so i won’t care if all my lyrics rhyme
the past two years were horrible and i just want to stop
but i cannot stand the thought of being someone you forgot
so i’ll just half*finish a song and hope you call it hyperpop
since that’s the only way i’ll make up for the sandwich i just bought
i don’t want my town to see me cos they know what i’m about
look at mr. traipsy f*ggot with his overflowing mouth
i just wish that they would see me but instead they shut me out
i just wish that i could see me but instead i shut me down
there’s a little rubber ball that bounces all around my head at night
and maybe i should grab it cos then maybe i’d be dead this time
i wish they didn’t find a pulse the last time that i crashed my car
i want to be around the friends i miss but i’m so f*cking far
away from tennessee, i kinda wish that i had stayed
and i wanna pull myself back but the rope is getting frayed
and i wish that it was legal to get f*cked up by the lake
and i hope it’s not against the law to get hit by a train
cos then maybe my insurance pays to make my parents proud of me
they say they love me all the same but i can tell they’re doubting me
they say that i should go to school and i can tell they laugh at me
whenever i release a song and shoot myself in both my feet
i wish that both my siblings had a brother they could say that they’re related to
without the shame of being burdened by me
and in ten or twenty years i hope they’re living out their hopes and dreams
but most of all, i hope to god they’re doing it without me
i wish i couldn’t say i have a family i’ve neglected
but it’s hard to be around them when i’m filtering the messes
cos the cocaine and the heroin aren’t working as expected
but if i just take another hit then hopefully i’ll get it
and i want to like my music and i want to like myself
but it’s harder not to lose it when i can’t be f*cking helped
i can’t bear to be so lucid with the cards that i’ve been dealt
i don’t want to be this useless but i guess that’s just as well
i wish i didn’t have all of this difficulty being
and i wish i didn’t take so much, i want to stop the bleeding
and i want to be an optimist but i’m not even healing
and i wish they could replace all of the air that i’ve been stealing
and i hope one day you understand i really don’t feel hate for you
i have too many problems and n0body to explain it to
i’m not a f*cking person, i’m a mess and it’s the same old truth
i’ve understood for long enough to k!ll myself at 22
i’m ready as i’ll ever be, so please refrain from stopping me
i understand it’s hard but i can’t bear the thought of 23
i waste my f*cking life, it’s only right to turn the golden key
just let me send a message to the friends i still have here with me
i’m sorry i’m a burden and i promise that i’ll stop it soon
i hope that you’re not hurt too much and one day i’ll be lost to you
i’m praying in my bedroom to a god i don’t believe in
then i’m done with this and hopefully you’ll understand my reasons
but don’t feel bad
it’s not your fault
don’t be sad
it’s not your fault
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