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lirik lagu yesterday – xxfriskdreemurrxx

i mean…
i know i’m loved
not by a lot of people
actually just one, but i love her too
shes helped me through a lot…

and with all this time i’ve got
i just start to think
about my purpose
and all the reasons
for why i fake all of my well*being

i mean…
just this morning i woke up
but i wish i hadn’t
this is all in my*
this is all in my head, right?
i just don’t even want to be*
i don’t even want to be here!

(but why?!?)

within a matter of 7 hours of sleep
i’m numb…
i’m not loved
i’m suffocating
life is so overrated
but nevermind
it’s not like you care
it’s just stupid
i’m stupid
and yet you dont even care!!!!

im dying inside
while im watching you go outside
and make friends
and im just sitting on the sidelines
while i play pretend!!!

i pretend that someone actually cares
that i’m really loved…
i’m really good at pretending
i do it all the time
that’s the only reason i have the friends i already have

i mean…
i lost most of ’em
because i wasn’t good enough
you know
i try to be happy
but sometimes it just doesn’t work
and it hurts to say this but
i think i wanna die

(no you don’t. it’s all in your head!)
(your just a poser who’s craving attention)

you know what…
you can tell me it’s all in my head
but i know it’s not…
and you can call me a poser
but you know i’m not

you just can’t bring yourself to admit
that i’ve written you
text after text
and letter after letter
saying that i’m done
i can’t stand another day
with all this hate
(you should just do it!)
(no one would care)
(no one would miss you!!!)

and to be honest they’re probably right…

yesterday i was high on happiness
yesterday i wanted to see today!
yesterday i wanted to see the world
and today i want nothing
no passions
what is passion?

am i f*cking insane?
i have to be f*cking insane right?
within the next 5 minutes
of this 24 hour day
i’ve asked myself more questions than i have in a year

i feel ageless
i feel lost…
wait
not lost
because if i was lost
that would mean i existed!
which i don’t…

wait do i?
yesterday i did
…..
or did i?

i just wanna go back to yesterday…

- xxfriskdreemurrxx

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